maths paper was a killer today, didnt know how to do much qns. but nvm, what's done is done. just as long as i pass, i'll be contented! celebrate keqi's and our class sept babies bday. 2 cakes to eat, and both chocolate. haha! here are some photos taken. there's much more to say lah but i'm getting too lazy to type out in details lah..

sept bday babies...4 gals (oops!)


04s18 girls...abit dark uh!


the stupid guys who turned their back!


yeah! best class photo ever..u guys should know why right?

14 sept, i reached home at about 8pm after studying in school. i heard the sound of a rainfall, i thought it was raining but actually it was the sound of the water leaking from my block's roof tank. the water leaked from then till today (16 sept) 10am. imagine the amount of water lost? omg..i think enough to sustain the whole block for at least a day lah! really got nothing to say..but water is precious.

see the amount of water!


close up view of th 9th level


see the floor! the floor is so wet...


finally..a notice!


read read read....

Guardian Angel
是否记得守护天使的流星
从我走到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆
或许未来有快乐也有戒心
我会把你亲抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后一颗闪烁的星
我会让他为你照亮鼓起让幸福为你指引
总有一天你会看到guardian angel降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使他一定不懂感应..

wrote out the lyrics myself coz couldn't find it online. he's song very easy to hear. all the words are crystal clear and nice! cool song uh? many stuffed happened lately but very lazy to type. need to study ah! kkk...i'll just update jy's stuff! i'll be uploading the song onto my blog soon.

see!

i wanted to edit this pic...but i scared give ppl whack!

superstar stuff...there's more but i lazy to dig out

the paper that made me anxious for a moment

close up view of jy's signature

jy's letter to me!

I DIDNT WIN THE TIX TO THE FINALS....HOW HOW HOW? i hope someone will give me tix!

hmm..some superstar updates?
jy and jj are actually good friends. out of the 9 rounds of competition in superstar, jy won kelvin only once. it was the round when jy sang “流水年华”. haiz..i was abit disappointed when i read this news. kelly was from yishun town sec and sp. kelvin was from dunern sec. 5000 more cd singles will be released due to overwhelming response. i think i remember reading one fan of kelly brought 100 cds at one go. let's compare kelly & kelvin's fan base.
Kelly: 80% youngsters, 20% working adults
Kelvin: 40% youngsters, 30% aunties, 30% working adults
There will be a upcoming superstar concert on 30th sept 2005 at s'pore expo. tickets will start selling on 1st sept. jy will be there too! should i go???

i've been running bad luck recently. really bad luck. i know i shouldnt talk bad behind ppl's behind but u know sometimes u just can't contain ur frustrations. I was complaining about the new chi security guard. janice, tina and i was chatting at the top of our voices to comment on how kp the chi security guard was. i was like saying this "i hate chi security guards, followed by tina's i prefer malay security guards!" then just at that moment the door opened and the chi security guard was there! he looked into the room! What the! there was a creepy silence that fell across the classroom. why so coincidental! at that point, that moment, the door open and it was HE who opened the door. he looked straight into our faces. by that time i was thinking...i'm dead!! arg..shouldnt' have got into trouble with the security guard. now i may have double offence when it comes to late coming! why must i ruin myself! now i can't leave school early, can't go out for lunch..etc. later me and tina was talking abt von coz she wasn't in school yet. then after out conversation end. von opened the door! another coincidence! wah..i really got nothing to say already! it's getting xie men. bad luck please go away...so much unhappy things have been happening. i just want to be a happy girl! anyone have any remedy for bad luck?
ps: to why i hate the security guard shan't be explicitly revealed. but i'm not the only one who dislikes the chi security by the way...heh!

dont look forward to this day at all. watched superstar replay on tv. it was 1 plus then. wj called and told me to get kelvin's cd. k lor..since i live so near west mall might as well help her get it. the sky was grey then..i was prayin so hard that it will rain so that all the fans would go home! dont support them lah.. if jy in not inside, what's the point man! how i wish he could be inside then i would glady camp overnight at west mall to get the 1st signiture from him! by nvm, my prayers worked! woo! it rained very heavily..so i got my umbrella and went down to my neighbourhoodly shopping centre 'west mall'. there was still a big crowd. they were queing in the rain. i kindda pity them lah. k! at last got kelly and kelvin's single. the rain lessen by then. went home immediately. no point watchin kelly and kelvin wasnt interested in them anyway. stayed at home and slacked till i meet sarah to study at mac. oh yah! surprised to hear chop chop on the radio. i guess it was the 3rd time i heared him on radio. he always had the luck. smsed him to confirmed his identity. he told me jy went west mall! OMG OMG OMG! stupid me..i shld have stayed longer. fine nvm abt that. then minutes later he told me he had tix to superstar finals. OMG OMG OMG! he ALWAYS had that luck. Life's aint fair man! i guess that's my life..always missing chances and opportunities. it's NOT the 1st time lor! nvm abt my conservation with chop chop. later studied with sarah and met x.x along there. sarah told me this: "see i told ya, kelvin would make it at least to the top 2. coz he has a very strong fan base" then i was like -_-!
what a day...nvm nvm. i'm suppose to be an optimistic person, that's what written in the horoscope...

歌曲：江南

风到这里就是粘粘住过客的思念雨到了这里缠成线缠着我们留恋人世间你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的我们都以为相爱就像风云的善变相信那一天抵过永远在这一刹那冻结那时间不懂怎么表现温柔的我们还以为殉情只是古老的传言你走得有多痛痛有多浓当梦被埋在江南烟雨中心碎了才懂

changed my blogskin coz i was getting too sick of the previous one. made a new blogskin and editted it for a long long time. the pic on the left will change constantly by the years. I'll be putting this pic up till i've gotten over him. haha...it will be a long long long time. comments on the new blogskin? my taggie is so so dead. my stat counter recorded ppl reading my blog but no post!
tml will be a sucky day...oopS! i shldn't have used this word.

i'm supposed to blog many days ago. Alot of ups and down. Because of what has happened today. I dont think i have the mood to recalled those happy moments that i've had. Thanks to those ppl out there who has consoled me. I think i've gotten over it already...i rock! he rocks too! he and she rocks!

the plate that send signals to my tv! w/o this plate= no life!

the entrance...

my pathetic camera..zooming was lousy. the one in white carrying flowers is jy!

the small stage..where every1 is celebrating jy's bday

the after crowd..

biker gang!

odac girls climbing trees...

04s18 girls...at the beach

hi!!!

cartoon pic! m0o...

my student! she learnt to ride a bike in less than an hour!

photo taken in a old old bus 608 i think

one of the best fireworks photos i took! i know it's not very nice lah! but i have a video of it though!

after crowd...

the crowd...from my view

3 cool gurls with 2 childish kids. nic took this pic. sorry that u arent in!

the crowd-taken from mrt

the big balloon...

Life’s not fair. Really not fair. Why does opportunities slip pass me? It happened not only once but also twice! I hate it! There was this saying that what was meant to be yours will be yours. But I know I could have gotten that chance!!! I could have gotten it! Can you understand of so near yet so far! The chance is right infront of you yet but someone was just one step faster than you and snatched the chance away from you. Arg! I hate this kindda feeling. I shan’t explain in detail what it is coz it’ll just makes this worst. I sound like a bitch man. Can’t imagine this…pity me k? Coz I think complaining on my blog is one of the most civilized way to vent my anger or disappointment. Arg….i’ll just have to console myself!
Just watch bai fen bai after I type this entry. Aisa dances well man! Becca you should have watched her hip hop dance!

Slept at 4am and woke up at 6:30am. Ate my breakfast and intended to go school but it rained. Rained heavily, then the thought of ponning school came across my mind. Smsed Christina first whether she’ll be ponning but she’s not. K..officially ponned school and went back to sleep. Later Janice asked me out for breakfast at 7am. Haha. Such a weird day for national’s eve. Kindda regretted ponning school. I really missed running, especially the 100m dash. Tug of war when everyone enthusiastically count 1, 2 pull. Hmm…should have gone school and forgo that few hours of beauty sleep! Anyway, met up with the girls later on for cycling. Cycling at east coast was fun and tiring. Yin Mei managed to ride a bike in less than an hour! Quite a feat uh? I could have given more details but I’m tired…

被救的人有责任活下去，不然会对不起那些在灾难去世的人。听了这一句话后，心里有种说不出的惊叹。 的确，生命可贵。活着不单是为自己也是为了别人。这句话是从“救命病栋24小时”而来得，每一集都从不让我失望！现实了人们在面对困难时的不屈不挠的精生。wah..type chinese very difficult ah. how i wish i could narrate whatever i wanna say in chinese. there are so much more to say about the show but lazy to type. Time is precious, 34 more days to prelims! anyway, just keep in mind the 1st line!

Went for parent’s teacher meeting today. 2 words, “Heng ah!” T.T never really say much discouraging words after all. However, most of the stuff he said was quite crap. I hope he won’t be able to see this or I’ll be dead lah. I know all these are formality lah. He didn’t really said much as my mom couldn’t be bothered after all. She’s only interested in GP. GP again! My fatal point! That’s why she always look at my progress report from bottom to up, from the AO level subjects to A level subjects. Oh ya! My mom also commented that T.T is young. Haha..he’s young meh? She says for guy he’s young, maybe so bah. She also wondered why the teachers are so young and I could sense that she doubt their ability. Ha..my mom is so weird. There were quite abit of students behind the staff room having consultation and she wondered why the teachers are so good to give 1 to 1 help. She says the teachers are so hardworking. For that I can truly agree with her. JJ teachers in general are hardworking, but sometimes it doesn’t mean hard work can reap good grades. Good grades do require hard work but also certain luck and skills. This also explains why my grades are average! Haha…went through one whole round to console for my average grades. By the way, T.T can sure crap man! He can talk for so long, my mom and I waited for quite some time. I admire his skills. There’s nothing more to report about PTM because nothing fancy or shocking happened.
After PTM, went my mom’s office to help her with some stuff and studied abit. Hmm…working life is really boring. I wish I could study forever…

Today is Friday, yesterday is Thursday, tomorrow is Saturday. That’s what zq always says, constantly reminding her the time. I wonder how’s she coping now. Becca with her suntec dance practices. Haiz..all so busy! Nvm I’m glad that I can self entertain myself. Besides, I’m not supposed to play so much afterall, not much time is left- as quote from Mavis. Mavis I hope you’re studying hard right now!
Went to donate blood again. This time was smooth sailing, Kel surprising managed to find his vein while poor Nic had to wait so long for the nurses to serve him. As for me? I could draw blood from my left arm this time, yeah, saved me much trouble as I’m so used to doing everything with my right arm. Nothing fancy happened this time except there were more audience around me when I was donating blood. Khung xing, wen jie, waii, mavis came along to peek. I also saw the odacians helping out in the arrangements for sports carnival. Sorry for not being able to help you guys in any way. There were also some ppl who couldn’t donate it, so sad for them. Next time k? Alex’s and sharon’s veins were too small, Kuan wee taken Chinese medical, mavis was too light, I also saw a girl who couldn’t donate coz they couldn’t find her veins. For those out there who are healthy and young, do step out to donate blood k? 1 small packet of your blood is all they need and you can save 3 lives with it! Later on, rushed back to class to complete my gp paragraph.
Today ms chew showed us a video out of the blue! We were quite surprised coz we thought that she didn’t believed in visual learning. However, this time round she said that if we gave her good work, she promises to show us more videos after our prelims. I’m rather skeptical abt this comment but nevertheless, I had to try my best to give her good work or she’ll screwed me up. Sian, next week have to drink coffee with her aka consultation, I have to think of millions of excuses to redeem myself. Why must there such thing as GP? I was discussing it with Christina during mass practice that we should just count either our gp or chi grades. Now chi has been made so easy to pass, just a d7 would allow entry to uni. But why can’t they do so for gp? Life aint always fair. So as quoted from ms chew, “whether you like GP or not, you’re in this system and you have to accept the fact that you NEED to pass your GP. So even if you don’t like me, you’ll just have to get over the subject in order to get you where you want to go!” How true, wise words from her uh? That’s why she’s a GP tutor!
I have so much more to talk about what happened among the odacians but rather lazy to type them out. Didn’t realize that I can rattle so much when mentioning abt blood donation & gp. Tomorrow will be parent’s meeting session with T.T, I hope everything goes well. I heard much bad experience from my friend’s encounter…

I have so much things to say and yet the stupid blog doesn’t publish! Arg! Today watched superstar! Ultimate! I must say it’s one of the best shows I have EVER watched. First watched the mtv by the 8 superstars. It was so hilarious! Most importantly, to see jun yang is his flat flat black hair was the funniest! His actions inside are still stiff! Espcially at the parts where he shrugged his shoulders up and down, so corny! But I just love it. He was M4, the last performance. I had not regretted waiting soo long for his performance! His performance just gets better each time and time again. His score too! Improving steadily each time. Today a new record was made, he got 41.5. YES 41.5! which is like 83/100? An A! A very good A. He sang 流水年华. It was GOOD. Sorry I couldn’t find any words to describe it. But it was more than GOOD. It was VERY GOOD? Or maybe it was EXCEPTIONALLY GOOD? It cannot be described with any words. I was practically screaming at the top of my voice when he sang finished the score and jumping up and down. Can you imagine me and sis was doing it? His face is getting more mesmerizing and yes I agree which the judges that he’s 耐看！
To jun yang I’ve done this to show how GOOD you’re to me!
圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸
我会陪你一直走到最后就算没有结果我也能够承受
末日前夕请留在我怀里看太阳暗去月光失明我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈黑夜降临别害怕我爱你
今宵微寒路上行人匆匆朦胧的街灯孤立在雨中远处传来幽幽的歌声句句在我心田

had maths test today. it was smoooth sailing...
#1: it had only 3 qns
#2: qns were similar to revision ex
#3: we have MORE than enough time to complete the paper
#4: the lecturer went out of the LT while we are STILL working on the test
#5: many discussions were going on in the LT yet the lecturer ignored everything!
#6: i could even check my answers with my friend
#7: i could even teach my friend how to do the qn! not copying...
my deductions...
#1: the relief lecturer was slack and incompetent (who cares if she's a top students with 4As but can't teach for nuts!)
#2: i wonder what the school is doing? putting our grades at risk thus putting the supposedly good school name at risk
#3: i think we'll just have to depend on ourselves

watched the island today at wm to commerate the end of 2 tests of the week! i wasnt as nice as i've expected. but nevertheless, it's a good film afterall (in the gp sense). the ending was abit abrupt though. i'll rate it 3.5 over 5.
enough of my crap and stuff. i realised that i'm having mood swings recently. i dont have it when i was younger. now i complain more and do lesser and i can feel that i'm degradding. why uh? is it because when one gets older, the hormones and stuff take control of your mind. k, my short term goal of the week. remain resilent, work more and complain less. be content of what i have and most importantly relax!

havent update for quite sometime...
these few days isn't a very fun week afterall. or should i say that school days aren't supposed to be fun anymore. prelims are nearing soon. hmm..starting to feel the pressure but i think not so intense yet. tml is maths test, haven't really studied yet. chem test was okay but i have doubts abt the answers i gave. the school is ever cold, especially LT5, aka ice box. looking forward to this fri's agm. should be quite fun, especially with the odacians. kin fai, wei rong, alex and the rest has been practising hard for their performance. me and wei jing have become their official superstar manager. hoho! LTs have been turned into kbox room. we managed to find out that when you plug in the red wire, the song becomes minus 1! super amazing, but the backgrd music is abit muffled. anyway, you 6 gays are cool k! looking forward to your spectacular performance!

today had ntu talk for all the j2s. then there was a story tat a student of average 3Cs couldn't get at offers in the 1st round. die leh! i was like aiming for a average 3Cs lor. hehe..so loser uh? hmm..sometimes i wish i could turn back time and study harder. but i never regret playing afterall. maybe i should have studied smartly. maybe i shouldn't have gone to jc. maybe i should have watch less tv. maybe i should have done this. maybe i should have done that. life is so much of maybes. that's why there are so much regrets in life. but dont stop there, coz regrets can't get you anyway!

i found out the most shocking thing in my life. ppl ard me are so close to jun yang. i'm jealous...seriously jealous!

ultimate! i slept for a long long long time. yesterday slept from 4am till 12pm. 8 hrs. still okay. but just eat lunch then dont know why really feeling super tired. got to the bed again. slept from 4pm till 8pm. die liao lah. wasted so much time on sleeping. i think it's mainly due to the last nights for the past week. have been running and doing too much physical stuff this week. BUT...hw leh. die die die die die. is there any word better for it? i sound stupid blogging this useless stuff online. anyway, just remembered what i chatted with wei jing on friday.

while walking have u ever turned back and look? sometimes, maybe one must know how to look back. coz maybe you'll be surprised to find out whose behind you? in life, never be too engrossed in moving forward. take a step back, see who's behind you, take a moment to ponder what you used to do? maybe you'll see some light in life and move far and further!!

i MUST blog abt what happened today. Many stupid things happen consecutively. rushed down on the cab all the way to suntec to catch zpop. it was 4:55pm by then. quite sad coz i told the superstar performance started at 4:30. to my surprise when i got there it just started. lucky me! couldnt really get a good view so had to watch the whole concert on the big screen. by nvm, it was good to hear live anyway. JJ's performance was cool! he played the piano and did some mouth rap (dont really know how to explain it). anyway, it was cool lah. gigi and fan wei qi performance was also good! maybe becoz i liked their music lah. the best was my sis's performance of course. by the way my sis is a-mei. hah! she can really do live performance man! her power and attitude..she practically screamed acrossed her personal white mic. so the whole concert ended at 11:20 i think. so we went around looking for bus 106. but we also end up getting to the wrong bus stop, which is going to the other direction. while we were looking for the bus stop, 2 ladies, old ladies came up to us and ask us where the car park is. we brought her to the nearest car park. wah...then she told us that she couldn't find her car! she forget where she parked it. she was like telling me the carpark starts with a m. then i asked her whether is was marina square then she said yes! after much search, then we realised it was millania walk! fine..nvm that! we finally found the car! she suggested in giving us a lift so we gladly accepted it! the worst thing happened! when we got into the car, she told us that she know how to get here but dunno how to drive back! WTH! wah..i was like so shocked lah. luckily she stayed at jurong and we anyhow dircted her back. weird things happened in the car. the car sound system keeps on playing the same song over and over again. it's the zhou hua jian- ai xiang sui. it repeats over and over again. heng...after much efforts we managed to get to bb. arg! i think those 2 women are the silliest women that i've ever met! i hope they managed to get back safety. 1 advice for them. dont drive out anymore...sit a cab!

i'm practically stagant. in many ways, be it my work my life my relations. i'm hoping to move on with it...but somehow i can't. why uh? next week will be a boring week but 3 test ahead. i hope these test will motivate me abit.

明天的幸福

歌手:欧得洋 专辑:看见六色彩虹

也许我没拿到满分
爱不算是完美的人

所以我比谁都认真
努力赶上你的标准

爱你就是我的责任
我跟昨天的我竞争

要用笑容取代泪痕
看你难过我会心疼

故事还没有结束
让我再把你搂住
别忘了预约明天的幸福

走过的每个脚步
都值得欢欣鼓舞
能为你吃苦不觉得苦

手心有你的温度
冷酷就可以挡住
我为你约好明天的幸福

在人海起起伏伏
爱是唯一的地图
要陪你看见每个日出

也许我没拿到满分
爱不算是完美的人

所以我比谁都认真
努力赶上你的标准

爱你就是我的责任
我跟昨天的我竞争

要用笑容取代泪痕
看你难过我会心疼

故事还没有结束
让我再把你搂住
别忘了预约明天的幸福

走过的每个脚步
都值得欢欣鼓舞
能为你吃苦不觉得苦

手心有你的温度
冷酷就可以挡住
我为你约好明天的幸福

在人海起起伏伏
爱是唯一的地图
要陪你看见每个日出

这是“有福 ”的组题曲。我本人决得满好听的。尤其是这一句词：“也许我没拿到满分，爱不算是完美的人，所以我比谁都认真，努力赶上你的标准 ”为了我们自己心爱的人我们会不顾一切的改进 自己，努力赶上心爱的人的标准。
请问你们有没有天使。。我爱你的原声带？因为这部连续剧的原唱人是俊扬。 如果你们能把这首歌寄给我，我会莫耻难忘， 感激不尽！

havent been updating my blog for a long long time. there are some weird problems with my internet connection. kay..let's put that aside and peek into what happened today.
today is a B-E-A-UTIFUL day..my day was soooo pleasant becoz of a simple letter! i shant reveal what is it yet!!! work up late again coz i was contemplating whether to go to school anot. Hmm..it didn't rain so i guess i have to go school. Practically brisked walked all the way to the bus stop, through a drizzle somemore! took 157 at 7:10am. so surprised to meet dingy and tina when i alight the bus. It was 7.35am then and it means that i have 5min to rush to the school gate. Haha..first jayed walk. then quickened my pace. Oh..i heard JJ spirit. It means that i have about 1 min or so to get to the school's gate. what to do? run lor. imagine this, you see a bunch of jj students runnning to school early in the morning dashing pass the cars. i could see the inqusitive looks on the passer-bys. the worst thing is when i reached the school's gate right on dot--there was no assembly! at that point i wanted to kill myself for that foolish act! nvm..put that aside again. had physics and gp tutorial which was relatively okay. The nice bit is coming soon...be patient. went to the canteen, got myself prata. as i was abt to sit, i heard a familiar voice. "hwwwiii beeee ah!". it was wen ting, i thought she was going to hao lian how good her wei choong is. by she just flashed me a letter. it was a letter or a note written by jun yang. YES, jun yang, the contestant in superstar that sang jj's jiang nan and jay's jie kou. anyway, i was sooooo shocked and happy lah. i was practically in tears. coz u guys dont know how much i admired him. he's silliest, act's and his voice! i supported him ever since the 3rd round audition. i shant devout what was written on the letter coz it's meant for me only k! haha...but it was a sweet and simple msg. oh...i'm so siao now. first, i'd like to thank wen ting! thanks girl...didnt expect you to ask him write a note for me! i promise not to bully u anymore! secondly, i'd like to thank JUN YANG of course. thanks for putting the effort to write the letter for me, with an orange pen somemore! my admiration towards you will just adds on and on and on and on... i nearly couldnt get my prata after receiving the letter. Jun yang---jia you. wo hui yong yuan zhi chi ni! the day went on smoothly somehow. captains' ball was fun, my grp had much advantage over the other team(heh). Bowling was great too. i got 134 ( good for a beginner). the rain stopped after our game. somehow the letter has changed my entire day...
LIKE A SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN....

how would you feel when you fall short of your expectations? disappointed and depressed? for that moment you realised that what you've expected did not occur. the despair and the dejection. how would you react to it? should you shift your thoughts to some other events. should you chat and complain your anger. should you just isolate yourself. is it good to do this in the first place? or maybe you should think at the positive side and console yourself that you've done your best. usually this would be the ideal case yet the hardest thing to do. are you courageous enough to face up to reality?
however, to think at the other point of view. maybe we shouldn't give ourself that pressure afterall? the higher hopes we have, the greater the disappointment. should we just belittle our expections? hah...oxymoron

人最终要是找到属于自己的世界。赛车才真正属于他的世界。那我的世界时什么呢？ 我还在想。嗨。。我做人也做的太失败了吧！都十八岁了，但还在寻找自己的世界。有时我回想，我读书是为了什么？ 读书对我而言一点意义也没有。但，又回头想想如果不读书怎能照付人群呢？在这世上， 我们背覆了太多折任，又有这么多的顾绿（cant find the word)。 要找到真正属于自己的世界谈何容易！但我还希望能近快找到自己的世界，不然活在这世上真的一点意义也没有。你找到属于你的世界了吗？

Hmm..topic for today is 周杰伦? haha..you guys must be dumb founded why the hell i suddenly metion him? I think mainly it's due to the initial d craze and i've just downloaded the movie soundtrack. I'm not really a big fan of him physically but yet a big fan for his songs. Quite contradicting uh? You know physically he can't dance, doesn't really look good (but looks abit cool lah) but yet hs songs i really have to admit is good! Sometimes i wonder how he an write some many songs within such a short time. His song in particular are very long lasting (evergreen). It's like the first time u hear it, you'll just think it's okay. However, the more you listen to it you'll get addicted. His lyrics really amazes me, the words that he uses are chim lah. I think the secret recipe to his success is really through his songs, the tunes that he composes. The combination and rythum and stuff are 天衣无缝. I seriously think he should put his songs in tv serials or movies. Coz when i listen to 一路向北, initial d theme. The lyrics, effects really matched the theme of the show. When listening, i can remember the images that are pictured in the movie screen. He moment when he cried and drove in the car. For this song (一路向北）, the starting sound abit like a matchbox 20 song. And i realised that the chorus for this song changes, which is like quite cool lah. Coz most of the songs just repheats the chorus over and over again. The way the lyrics uses car rephrases to express his feelings are so 贴切！Those his singing style for this song is quite simple, the tunes matches it lah! Look at the lyrics, cool uh?

一路向北

歌手:周杰伦


后视镜里的世界越来越远的道别
你转身向背侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊是我错失的机会
你站的方位跟我中间隔著泪
街景一直在後退你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北离开有你的季节
你说你好累已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧我伤你几回

後视镜里的世界越来越远的道别
你转身向背侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追竟听见你的泪

在车窗外面排徊是我错失的机会
你站的方位跟我中间隔著泪
街景一直在後退你的崩溃在窗外零碎

我一路向北离开有你的季节
你说你好累已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧我伤你几回

我一路向北离开有你的季节
方向盘周围回转著我的後悔
我加速超越却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧我伤你几回
停止狼狈就让错纯粹

any aes peeps out there wanna go sentosa on sat?

hApPy BiRtHdAy mAn JuN! had a fun day today. met up with becca early in the morning to get mj's prezzie. we comptemplated on which bag to buy for her. between a sling bag and a handbag. in the end, we used a coin toss to decide. haha..no choice so leave it to fate. later upon reaching her place, we realise that we forget to buy a cake! silly us. so we called zq and met up in plaza to buy a cake. later on we realise that it's quite stupid to get to her house again. so we decided where to go to have lunch. so we decided on to going causeway. haha..then we decided to play a game with her. so i sent a sms. Clue #1: go to the causeway. We took a bus immediately to there. Later on, we continued with our hide and seek. gave her clue#2: batman begins. then hide at the causeway carpark. She couldn't really solve the last clue, which was "Clue #3:the park beside the cinema." so i just called her to come the carpark. The present was right infront of her. But we hid behind the pillars of the carpark. Later on we appeared with the cake but too bad no flame. Quite fun afterall lah! Then on had lunch and took neoprint lor...etc etc. upload the neoprints soon...tired le! bye!

finally it's over. haiz..chem paper i die le! dont even have time to study lah. just briefly read through. hopefully i'll pass. watch initial d after the paper. good show after all. dont metion about the acting lah. most of the time they dont have expression coz they are supposed to act cool but the drifting of the cars and races will rush ur andrenaline. but the ending abit sad. however sad endings show will leave the most impact. i'll give it 4 stars! worth watching...

dragged myself to school today. coz i thought the complex number lect would be quite useful. but it seems that most of i have already revised. i thought he would got through the more challenging qn lah. (i'm not trying to hao lian here but becoz i've done my complex no revision) So sian of the lecture and sneak off during break to canteen study physics. Then when i reached the canteen, wj told me i just missed the mediacorp artist. there was 'jamie teo, ben yeo, bryan wong, xu qi, wang ai ling and a notorious extra, steven lim' steven lim looked much more disgusting in real life. anyway, they went to jj to shoot some variety cooking show. dont know what the hell they come to jj just to cook?? and the poor ogl had to sit in the hot sun to cheer at the artist. as quote from wy," ogls are quite pathetic, they are being made use by the school just practically to cheer. extras are paid to cheer while ogls are not given any rewards." quite true lah...what to do? they are ogls and j1s, free mah. so can make use of them... anyway, nothing much happen today except the fact that i studied in school from 9 till 4? but not very efficient lah. zoom...

BAD day...Very BAD day

What's a 4 letter word that have similar meaning as a 3 letter word?
(Don't think dirty)
This 2 words replicates how i'm feeling right now. "DAMN!" i don't have enough time to do my revision. "DIE" i'm going to fail terribly. Watched tv as dingy's place today. No choice, wei jing instigate the tv watching session. So i was attracted to it. Fallen into the trap. Wasted 3 hrs to watch "the ghost show" and "good luck". I failed to watch yi cha yang cuo because of the camp. Lucky dingy have a vcr recorder. The ending was quite okay but i hated the last bit. It's abit RA and have no revalance at all! So there goes my revision time! I hope to get rid of my addiction towards the tv. But somehow the tv just had that electromagnetic forces that attracts me to press the "on" button. I tried quitting, but i just couldn't overcome the withdrawal syndrome. Tv is a drug that manipulates the mind. It's time for me to study. I'll end off with a motivating quote, it is mainly used to comfort me abit. "Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday."

Just woke up, then i recalled what happened a few days ago..to realise that so much has happened.
day 1: the start of the camp. so much that our games com wanted to end the camp asap coz we had sooo much things to prepare and do. we had team bonding games and war games. There were some hiccups during the team bonding games due to our wrong estimation. nevertheless we had to prepare for war games. for war games, have to thank all the j2s who helped us prepared the game. especially those who helped us filled up the steeple chase hole. i know you guys took a long long time to fill it up. also, i'd like to thank the log com ppl. coz it was like a few minutes before the war games started that i know i left out plastic bag! how can we play a war game without water bomb. i profusely apologized to the log com and they readily got for me the item. BIG THANKS to the eXpOnEnTiaL com girls. War games and dirty games was quite messy. However, everyone had fun. Maybe becoz the water cooled down the scorching sun. The J1s also comment that war game was quite fun. So, overall i guess it was a success? at the night was mystery night, followed my grp democracts along the game. WoW! and the game was very well planned and fun. the clues and set up was really cool. i salute to aik siang!
day 2: another tiring day for the games com ppl but at least it was better than day 1. we had circuit, vm and mini olympics. mini olympics was fun afterall. freebie, captain ball, touch rugby, checkers. the finale, tug of war and ultimate 4.8k run.
day 3: was orienteering day. the grp that i followed around came back first! yeah! aiya..mainly due to the jian strategy that i used. abit bad when i come to think of it. coz they were quite a number of casulties so more welfare abit. we used up the 3 bus trips given. later at night was campfire. campfire was quite fun, the seniors also enjoyed themselves with all the games. however, b4 the campfire, they were alot of hiccups. super anxious and scared! i'd like to thank alex and shen hui for getting me the batteries. i also like to thank cindy and fui for helping me prepare the campfire games stuff. also the girls for preparing so hard for their performance. also thank the seniors for their presence and sporty attitude! later on was O.N. however, i find it abit exaggerating. hah..but i guess some j1s believed it was real. then later on helped out to make up. create all the wounds. the gym was in a big mess. also i'd like to apologize waii for the trouble that i've given her! sorry hor...after O.N was over, it was rest time. me, cherryn, mavis, doris and log com ppl slept at odac room. the rest slept in the gym. we wrote notes for our angels and mortals. read their evaluation for the camp. then we discussed about what happened during the camp. to realise that the camp would be ending soon...
day 4: exchanged angel mortal gift. sang song and LL started to cry...he shouldnt had started it. everyone was so sad that it will be our last project together.
over here, bee bee would like to thank the following ppl.
to the j1s: thanks for all ur presence and enthusium. it's the smile on ur face that made us want to do more for u.
to the games com: the 7 of us had really worked hard. the times we stayed back after school, the times where we planned for the game, i'll never forget the moments when we crapped too! i know most of us are burnt. it's the weather's fault! i also like to thank cherryn, for helping me so much and ur concerns for the team building game.
to my orienteering grp: thanks for ur ears. i've been crapping and complaining alot. thanks doris especially for enduring them! i hoped i've encourage someone in one way or another.
to all the j2s: thanks alot alot alot. i'd never forget the moments when we spent together. ocbc, the craps and gossips sessions that we've had. the support that we gave each other. oub, thank for making a fool out of urself.
camp meant so much to everyone. even though there would be moments that ppl would be angry with each other. there were also moments that we worked together to achieve much more than we've expected. not only the camp made us closer, the many events that we had together. Vm too, made us all tougher mentally and physically. the kayaking trip, abseiling and rock wall course. orienteering around ubins daze..all this small but minute program made us so close.
odacians are good friend that are there for you. We are real, true- blue.Our compassion should never end. A heart full of memories, we will carry. We started our group... Our circle of friends... and like that circle... there is no beginning or end..


odac camp 2004

24th odac agm

agm 2004-the piggy club

odac nite, see the number ppl!

biking trip @ ubin

the gate that we climb

the wall that we climb

the graffiti we've done

kayaking course at kallang

abseiling course at punggol

odac really came become kodak. again trekking trip

rock climbing com @ sentosa

vm 2005 everyone, 2 person behing spoilt the pic

vm 2005 girls

odac atc 2005

havent blogged for quite awhile. forget what i've done for the past few days. but one thing for sure is that i didnt study. i can assure! today went to school with my slippers on. it was raining cats and dogs (so primary school). forced myself to get to school. what to do? with ms chew (such a demanding teacher) i have to practically summit myself to her. gp lesson was ultimate long. i do applaude and admire the fact that she can endure a 3hr lesson. especially when it comes to GP, i wonder how she gets the whole class going. she could like pin point each and every student to squeeze out an answer. she expects us to repharse each and every word. i salute u! although i failed my compre...haha. but i PASSED MY ESSAY! FOR ONCE! i havent been passing since...last yr i think. so it's a once in a lifetime satisfaction. hah, i know this may seems insignificant and shallow to some. but it means a whole world to me! it's my first stepping stone towards a pass in gp. ah..crappping... after gp, went to dechlorinize the water for the guppies game. later on, met up with zq, becca and mj. tml will be the 1st day of atc. i hope everything goes well...DONT rAiN!

Initially supposed to go sentosa with zq. However, my whole body was aching after yesterday’s volleyball game. So stoned awhile at home. Then my mom called to asked if I wanted to shopped. Weird her…to think that she’ll ask me out to shop. Then I just agreed lor! Can buy things that I liked without paying..why not? Went suntec’s bookfair at the same time too. Didn’t buy any books…I’d rather borrow books from the library. Shopped around suntec after that. I didn’t realized that GSS had so much to offer. Everywhere had so many discount! It’s Saturday today and the weekend is ending. Omg, I just spent my whole week slacking and playing. This means that I only have 2 more weeks to prepare for my common test!!! Save me…

Had class outing today. Finally able to go to sentosa with the class, missed it last time because of ug camp. Fun fun fun. Played whole day long under the scorching sun. Freebie, beach volley, soaking in the water and some of them even went to catch crabs…. Not bad. At least managed to improve my volley skills. I think I’m getting good at it! (so bhb right?). All the practice in school at least paid off. I didn’t realized that the volleyball net was so high. Even if I used all my energy to jump, at most half my palm could go over the net. I could also set the ball and anyhow spike! Haha… Next time go sentosa would throw face le! Initially after sentosa, we were supposed to go marina to eat steam boat. However, all of us were so tired..we left sentosa at about 8pm I think. So we went to harbour front food court to eat…took a bus home. I didn’t realized that 188 and 61 reached harbour front. Sua ku me!

i've known her since sec 1. used to think that she's a lian. she would sit at corner, give that buay song face. sec 1, we were just classmates. co incidentally we got into the same cca. sec 2, things changed. through the camps, trainings, class activites and the common interest. we became friends. sec 3, we never spilt, we made into the same class. class 3/1, those were the days where we could play freely and enjoyed our secondary school life. our bond grew closer. then 1 year past by, o levels are drawing near. we became good mugger partners. so much ongoings in school, life became so busy. np, sc practically took over our life. we were always there for each other. results came out. year 2004,we spilt. though we are in different schools we still remained close in contact. you went back to our fellow sec school to help, but i'm sorry i didnt. i felt that i have too much to cope with. this year is our second year of seperation and i hope our friendship will continue to bloom. today is your special day, though you never said anything abt it. but as your good friend here, i'd like to wish you a happy birthday....

woke up at 8am. tired...got less than 5 hrs of sleep. dragged myself to school. missed the 174 becoz i was reading in the bus stop. just so happen when i looked up to check if the bus was here, 174 just zoomed past me! such good luck uh? anyway, today's atc meeting was very long. discussed abt many stuff. i just the funniest bit was when we were trying to rehearse o.n. (shant explain what's it is, who knows some j1s much get hold of this confidental info). later we went market to eat lunch. after lunch, we went to mavis place to swim. such fun! went to jacuzzi then the kids pool. sat on the see saw, slide on the slides and hide under the raining mushrooms. we were practically like kids...i guess we lost all our image infront of the real kids. after the swim, we went for steam bath. so enjoyable. after all the water activities..i'm feeling lethargic and tired. i'll shall end here.

i just love the odac girls...

i decided to change the blogskin. since i'm quite free today...went out for awhile only. the previous blogskin is too bright and small, can't really show the pic. moreover the words are small. so decided to use something with BIGGER space. by the way, please dont be overwhelmed by the tender love above the pic. i just liked the anime..so cool. moreover, it's not the first time i'm using an amine skin. blue is a nice colour afterall..
zq called me and told me tat she'll be going back to her course after all my efforts to persuade her not to go. haiz..not going to celebrate her bday afterall. all of us are juz to busy with our stuff...but i'll make sure i'll something abt it! what's the point of being friends when we dont celebrate your birthday right? and i hope to treasure each and every moment spent with my friends. especially u, yes u...the point that you bother to read my blog shows alot abt u!

walking across the express way


me and zq


see the stairs?


eddie and ck

went to study at woodlands today and watch madagascar after that. quite a lame show afterall but it was rather short. the story plot is lame lah. i'll give it 3 stars. actually more to report lah..but very tired le. so end here can?

chiong dolphin bay the whole day. i started watching it on fri night. i used to thought that it was a stupid show. however come to think if it, it's quite a nice show after all. i hated the show initially becoz of the leading actors in it. angela zhang, she looks like an alien, super anoroxic, big head and small body. next was xu shao yang. his face ah...juz see bu shuang, so fair, looked super gay. so this maybe explains why they are together in the show. but the 2 ppl i liked are in the show too! huo jian hua and xu jie er. ahh...they are so meant for each other. i'll rate this show 7 out of 10 bah. worth spending my 18hrs on it! anyway, the song you're hearing now is journey. yes, it's sang by angela zhang too. but do you know that the composer and writer of this song is corrinne may? corrinne may is the new singaporean singer. dont you find her song nice and soothing...she's super talent. i'm trying to find the angela version of journey coz i think she sings better than corrinne may. but i doubt angela understands what's she singing...hah!

As i've promised i'll start updating on friday. i havent been blogging for about 2 weeks, lazy me. i've been playing hard and slogging hard. hmm...what did i do? went kbox, swimming, movie...haha. playing too hard. the past few days have sooooo many many test!!! tuesday have chem spa. wed have physics test ( i've failed it despite studying for it! sian diao!!!!). thursday have gp tca. friday have gp content test. phew! and its finally over. okay i shall forget about the past and talked about what happened today.
attendance in shcool was bad today. school is slack. mdm khoo was practically teaching for fun. t.t just showed that bu shuang face when he's teaching. chem practical was so slacked that it ended 30min earlier. today is official odac last training but all of us are still nonchalent about it coz there's still atc! did some planning for atc..the camp sounds fun overall! then we slacked around in school. then went to pluck mango! no wonder they didnt pluck mango in the morning! the mango are sour lah..but quite fun lah! then we saw the old parade ground. recalled those moments that we assembled there. we started to fall in! haha...did drills..so fun. missed those moments when we do drills together. doing drills together with the odacians are fun after all! imagine scouts, np, ncc and st johns come together to form a squad and march together. tough we have differences in our previous cca but we have something in common now! so feeling is just so great....

gr8 day today. me,ck, ziqi and eddie met at mac ritchie at 9.30am. yes...we went to the hsbc tree top trail, at last. the route to the trail was 5km. but the whole tree top trail was like only 480m?? so short! but the trail was one of the longest moments of my life. as you know, i'm scared of heights. and when i looked down...OMG! so high! didnt know that the tress could grow till such height. from afar we could see the reservoir too! magnificant view. we took some pic during the walk. i'll upload them as soon as i'm free. ck walked the fastest....becoz he was scared lah! haha...and me and eddie was like jumping on the bridge, hoho. after the trail, we had to climb so many stairs...it reminded me of those VM days..later on we continued walking from mac ritchie back to bukit timah hill. the whole route was about 10km i think. we walked on the highway, through forested trails. saw monkeys and a dead lizard (yuck). we walked for a whole 3hrs back to bukit timah market and drank sugar cane! the whole walk was quite fulfiling. later on we played pool at mambo which was quite boring. some of you may think i'm siao to walk such a distance. but it's becoz of these interesting routes in s'pore that make s'pore so fancinating! to me it beats walking around orchards for hours. hmm..i'll soon be exploring more interesting routes around sg, anyone interested?

havent been updating for years. rather busy with..school and tests. yesterday, went to watch "kingdom of heaven" with janice, waii and christina. hmm..watching movie on the weekday still quite affordable, $7, okay lah. the gist of the show is about the crusade (i hope i spelt it right). the war between the muslims and jews, for the holy land jerusalem (now we call it palestine). the show is good, have some underlying meanings and stuff. but the one think i hate about the show is that orlando bloom made such a stupid decision of not marrying the princess!! if he had just marry her, i believe much fewer civilians would had die!!! haiz...ppl at that civilization practically fight all day long! by the way..talking about war, i remember what ms chew told us during GP about a just war.
principles of a just war:
1) A just war can only be waged as a last resort. All non-violent options must be exhausted before the use of force can be justified.
2) A just war can only be fought to redress a wrong suffered.
3) A war can only be just if it is fought with a reasonable chance of success. Deaths and injury incurred in a hopeless cause are not morally justifiable.
4) The ultimate goal of a just war is to re-establish peace. More specifically, the peace established after the war must be preferable to the peace that would have prevailed if the war had not been fought.

good start off for the day. i wasnt late! today was a long day, so tiring! after gp, we initially wanted to play ball. but becoz of the work that ms chew gave, they cancelled it. nvm that, we tried to do our gp work but the whole bunch of girls end up talking. quite fun afterall, we had a very light-hearted chat about the happenings in class. there'll be civics tml, i hope everything will go well! i'm so looking forward for a long long rest......

see what i found out during my gp research. all thanks to ms chew that i saw this interesting post!
Singapore Laws Pertaining to Gays
1. unnatural sex. Singapore Penal code 377 states that "Whosoever voluntarily has carnal intercourse against the order of nature with any man, woman or animal, shall be punished with imprisonment for life, or with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 10 years, and shall also be liable to a fine"
2. Gross Indecency. Penal code 377(A) states that "Any male person who, in public or PRIVATE, commits or abets the commission of or procures the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years." This clause is unique in that it specifically says it applies to men only. "Gross indecency" is a wide term which, from precedents, covers mutual masturbation, indecent physical contact to the groin, or even indecent behaviour without physical contact. Again the law applies even if both are adult and consenting, and whether or not the act was commited in private.
3. Outrage of Modesty. (Can't remember the section number). This is pretty obvious. If you reach into somebody's private zone without consent, then that's it!

It is not, however, illegal to be homosexual. The government uses administrative measures to impede discussion of homosexuality and the formation of societies connected with homosexuality. Through the frequent use of such administrative measures, and the use of the sodomy law against homosexual acts, the government creates a climate of fear which misleads people to think it would be a crime to be homosexual in orientation and to hide that aspect of themselves. Anybody can proclaim loudly on TV, radio, or on City Hall steps that he/she is homosexual. And I do not believe there is any law that says we can't discuss it. Some hypothetical examples:
-Wearing a T-shirt on the street saying 'Nobody knows I'm gay': not illegal.
-Two men or two women holding hands: not illegal -- we see it all the time don't we? By the way, I do see dykes holding hands, strolling down the street in Singapore.
-Brief goodbye kiss on the lips at the airport: probably not illegal. If the immigration officer thinks he's a guardian of morals, he may haul you in, but I doubt if a senior police officer reviewing the case will ever charge you for anything. You'll probably just suffer inconvenience.
-Fondling each other in the swimming pool (with swimsuit on): Lifeguard may inconvenience/humiliate you, but I doubt if you'll be charged.
-French kissing in park: potential gross indecency, but could still be borderline. Don't think anyone has ever been convicted for gross indecency just because of kissing.
-Mutual masturbation at Fort Road or back seat of a car: gross indecency AND unnatural sex if your mouth got anywhere near 'it.
'Can the police lock you up becuase of the fact that you are gay? No. Because you are in a relation with another male? No, unless they can prove that you had sex with your bf. You can always love, it's just that you aren't allowed to have sex." -- compiled fom two anonymous postings, 1997

how's the new outlook of my blog? quite saddistic uh? but 1st and foremost i have to re-emphasize that i'm not a saddist. it's just so happy at that point of time i got to catch a glimpse of this cute blogskin. so i downloaded it! how's the song accompanied by it? it was my sis's idea! she's a big fan of happy tree family. matching uh? i'll soon by editting more stuff in my blog.
today, played acarade again! i think i'm going acarade crazy....kindda lian uh? played drum mania and realize i sux at it. hmm...determined to brush up my acarade skills. feel so inferior whenever i see the bengs playing the drums. haiz...becca will be going to perth tml! no more acarade partner! nvm..i still have ziqi , my swimming partner! lazy to type further..gonna sort out my gp file. becca! i want roxy stuff from aussie!!!!

i love arcade...play pool and my fav beat mania today. going to practice my skills again tml...super mind boggling!!! i'll be labouring on labour day!