trying very hard to study fluids but failed. i really have no affinity with fluids really.. was reading my friend's blog again. he went krabi during school term, which is like so cool lah! i should have planned something like that.

just look at the blue blue sea...just makes me wanna plunge in. was chatting with him about what he does at krabi. guess what the first sentence he said, "hb, i think you'll love the place..it's so outdoor!"

hmm...i wonder whether i've got time to squeeze in a holiday in the midst of my internship? i wish!

life's like a rubberband

rubberbands are amazing inventions. they stretch, bends..very elastic, binds things together and not forgetting that they snap. when 2 rubberbands are put together, they can achieve great things, hold on to heavier load, withstand greater deformation. however, if 1 rubberband is used instead, little can be done but it can stretch much more and further than 2. 1 rubberband snaps more easily than 2 though. please, dont make a rubberband snap, dont put too much load on it, unload and relax it...it will give way one day or another.

so near yet so far vs so far yet so near
who says being physically close means that they are close? i dont believe in such things. you may sit, eat, study or watever with a certain person everyday, yet both of your hearts are so far apart. whereas, you get to see this particular someone every like once a month, but you know you can pour all your sorrows and divulge all your secrets to that person. you know that someone will be there for you and you are so comfortable with that. talking everyday doesnt means you're communicating. speaking the right thing, thinking insync, sharing nothing but the truth is true communication...it beats the tons of words spoken per day when you say that a crucial sentence.

there's no absolute answers to questions about feelings...
so far, i've never found an answer. maybe time will tell..


anyway, swimming was fun! and i became darker. boo..

my love-hate relationship with stereotypes

was chatting with my friend on the way to tutorial that day. he then asked, "is that xxx bf?". i replied "ya..you mean you didnt know? they've been together for quite some time already". later on my friend went to made a comment that there's quite a numbers of couples btw our year mech eng students. yeah..quite true. i think i know about 5 me couples within my batch? later on, he went on to say that he will never get attached to engine girls. he say that engine girls are not his type, i argued that he's stereotyping. i feel that engine girls study engineering for various reasons. hence, character wise they are quite different too. he thinks otherwise, he insisted that engine girls arent his type without giving a proper reason so. that's such a hasty generalization lah. who knows man...i wont be surprised if his next gf happens to be from engine.

but then again, stereotyping helps us make decisions quickly. like during the process of making new friends. judging from the way your acquitance dresses, behaves, you can quickly decide whether he/she is a possible friend. i dont deny that i do stereotype people at times by being plainly bias. but on the other hand, i hate it when people stereotype me or others... haha. i critic others and other critic me.

meanwhile, i will anticipate and see what kindda gf that friend of mine will find.

i'm so into the movie and music mood these few days.
杨宗纬 洋葱
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情


anyway, to continue from the previous eating post. i got very sick due to my giant appetite! haha! irony right? yeah..got so sick that i threw up the chocolate which i ate in the morning. boo. but i'm fit and healthy now. think i should go exercising more, havent been working out for a month. seriously unhealthy...
as for school, life has been simple and bored. eat, sleep, stone @ school. yeah... not forgetting crapping, gambling and doing silly stuff... i miss trekking. i wonder if i'll have the time to trek during the 3 month holidays. i'm must squeeze in some time to get in touch with nature! till then....

i think i really like musicals. beauty world,grease, rent, hairspray..eh maybe high school musical.
below is a part from enchanted



from the original movie

oh yah, music and lyrics is nice too. ah..maybe i like films which is heavily laden with music!

i've been gaining weight. this is very bad, not only for the sake of my figure but more importantly for my health too! i havent been exercising since cny. omg, this is like nearly a month already! cny period...binge like crazy! what to do, the food is so tempting, luring me towards it. as for now to why i still eat also, i guess it's just to make me happy. being able to eat freely and indulging them slowly brings great pleasure and joy to my life. i want to savour the 酸甜苦辣 in different foods. it's just so exciting to anticipate the kindda taste you'll get. moreover, after eating your hearts out, with a full stomach. this kindda experience is extremely satisfying. people out there, call me out for food sessions soon!

definition of argue:

1) To put forth reasons for or against; debate
2) To attempt to prove by reasoning; maintain or contend
3) To give evidence of; indicate
4) To persuade or influence (another), as by presenting reasons

Hypothesis - stance on a topic which the debate focuses around.
Argument - something you say to piss your opponent off and move the topic away from the hypothesis.
Example: "You're stupid and nobody likes you."
Logic - progressive statement that follows valid reasoning.
Example: "Some people who wear purple are stupid. You're wearing purple, therefore you are stupid."

i personally feel using the word "stupid" is a very lousy argument. nvm..i'll do my best to reason and show logic. hah!

(i've got 2 more days to study for my quiz...i'm so screwed! yet, i'm so indifferent towards it!)

this holiday just wheezes by...as fast as lightning. moreover, it's not exactly fun! i havent had any fun at all.

and now all the ord-ed army guys are so free. having a carefree life of slacking around. jio-ing ppl out for fun...come on lah. dont disturb the girls! we're hella busy. you guys can go gay together!