my comp has finally recovered! reinstall all the relevant programmes etc..the first thing i went online was not to clear my mail box! guess what? check out my blog! and true indeed, my taggie expired! nvm..since i'm officially connected to the virtual world, i shall reformat! follow me again into my life and i promise to bring in more insights abt my life.

haiz...havent blogged for abt a mth. i'm seriously lost for words. so much things happened during the holidays. be it happy or sad...i couldn't blog it! arg...over here, i'd like to thank my dear sis for spoiling the comp. with her wonderous hands, she can really destory anything!!!

k..tml is grad night and it's going to be fun...i'll update more tml!

Went sentosa today. Yes sentosa..for those who knows it would say "AGAIN??" erm..this has been the dunno how many number of times i went sentosa already. if i'm not wrong i think 6th time of the year already. if u dont count other years, it would be worst. What to do? i totally love the 3S-s sun,sand and the sea. Went to the beach with S18 peeps. only a few went..but nvm. small grp is nevertheless fun too! everyone was so late today. reached the beach, kept on changing places. then played volley. today i didnt played much of volley, it wasnt as fun as the last time. i want the NET! it's not fun without the net. those guys..kept on tryin to ask me imagine the net! how how how? stupid sia..we were like squabbling all the while whether the ball was in or out. nvm, then played frisbee for abt an hour or so. it's a cunning game. it's all abt conspiracy and back stabing! haha...if u were there then you would understand why! later sat on the bridge to catch fishes. come to think of it, it's quite stupid. hah..but who cares. this time i wasnt burnt very badly, just that my face was abit redder than usual. fun day! i love the beach...some funny pics for laughter!

cheeky guys! look at wendy!

pretty babes, but look carefully at the top right hand corner. someone spoiled the pic!

the person taking this pic have serious centralising problems!

hey guys..i'll be off to malaysia after today. wont be blogging for some time. i'll be back in 6 days! check out my blog for malaysia trip snippets!

needless to say..the pic says it all. focus at the top left hand corner of the cd!
a new addition to my collection!

life is full of dilemmas...
i'm a busy busy girl...i realise i have alot of programmes during dec. though it's not very packed but they clashes! so most of the time i have to choose 1 only!
next, it's abt jobs again. so far managed to find some jobs but there are also certain dilemmas in timings...one: i'll get job experience. another: good pay and a familiar environment. next: it's my interest. and the job which i'm most interested in but the job is unpredictable and unstable.
how how how? i'm super confused...sometimes i hope that there are lesser choices in my life. i hate making decisions coz i always fear that i choose the wrong option.

i'll be seeing jy tml! yeah...i'm totally looking forward to it!

i'm supposed to post these yesterday but i was far too tired. after the paper, the girls went diff ways. some went to meet there friends, some went to attend some event, some had something on and some choose to walk walk..so only left the remainder gang. however, it was quite fun. watch "the exorcisium of emil rose" coz it was quite impossible to get tix for harry potter. quite a good film, i always enjoyed films with good plots. however, someone was totally freaked out! haha..shant name the person. it was super amusing coz i didnt expected her to be scared of horror films. to know more abt what happened in the cinema just catch ard in sg. haha. after the film, jalan jalan around orchard and took lame pictures. we initially wanted to take neo print but it was too late...lightings in orchard this yr is aint fantastics...

brightly lited house..cute

blurred car with 2 siao cha bors...

deco at centrepoint...yummy m&m

focus ur attention on janice aka science freak!

anyone free to accompany me at jec on 26nov??? hee

today is my last paper and my last day of school. had abit of mixed feelings when i was going to school. somehow i was quite reluctant to end off the whole a levels examz. you see... when exams are over, you lose direction and motivation. you don't know what to do and most probably idle your day off(unless you have a job). another reason why i dont want examz to end is that i want to continue to go school! i'll truely missed those times where i mugged at the same and always eating the same old canteen food. i'll miss my favourite chicken rice stall. i'll miss the hidden toilet that i've always enjoyed going to. even though i hated the classroom so much, but i definitely enjoyed tampering with the air-con remote control. though i've always ponned school, it's mainly becoz of the time that school starts! if schools starts abit later and 174 promised some space for me to squeeze in. i've definitely enojoy going to school. all the while, going to school has been a great pleasure to me. it's place where i can make stupid and silly mistakes and gets off it lightly. everyday is a learning experience...most importantly, it's enjoyable with friends around. now that a level's are over and we may not be able to meet up often. the guys off the ns, the girls off to work... may we reminisce and remember the moments we had together.

silence is always needed during examz

the long narrow walk to the LT

the battleground..

indeed..the grass is greener at jj
a school would have been nothing without YOU...

Kermit the Frog You scored 60% Organization, 50% abstract, and 69% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables. First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean. Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type. Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself. You are mostly organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted. Here is why are you Kermit the Frog. You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Kermit is also reasonably tidy. He'll even dress up for interviews. You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Kermit spends a lot of his time as a reporter collecting facts, but he is also the author of the dreamy song "The Rainbow Connection." You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. You are both extroverts. Kermit gets along with everyone. Sure a few folks annoy him, but that's just because they are annoying. Kermit likes to meet new people when he does his job as a street reporter. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team. Oh, and in case you were wondering, Kermit starred on Sesame Street years before The Muppet Show. The other possible characters are Oscar the Grouch Big Bird Snuffleupagus Ernie Elmo Cookie Monster Grover The Count Guy Smiley Bert If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 61% on Organization You scored higher than 44% on concrete-abstra You scored higher than 65% on intro-extrovert

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here come along kel..

fought in scissor paper stone lah!

kel won...

pretending to be shy...

once upon a time, jing and von were good friends..

this is where i went yesterday..i'm a crab now. i'll update with illustrations soon!

i think i better update before the weekend ends or else by then i'll have totally forgotten the fun that i've had.
thursday was the last paper of prelims. the feeling was YAY, BOO, YAY!
YAY coz it was the last paper lah! before the paper even started i was excited. hehe. can't believe myself, i have seldom felt like that but i just feel excitied about the ending of the prelims. i was exhilatered!
BOO coz the physics paper 2 was tough. i left quite a number of questions blank. especially the first page, the forces diagram was super complexed. how i wished i could just tear the paper. had the mentalility of giving up the paper, but no choice lah! anyway, since prelims are supposed to be hard, it does make me realised what i dont know afterall!
YAY coz me and my class girls are going kbox! i wanted to take a pic of all the girls but we were simply too engrossed in singing and dancing around the small room. haha..super high. our kbox gang have expanded and we shall influence more ppl to go again! it's a no 1 destress activity! we'll go again after our A's k??


by the way, managed to rush back home in time to watch villa wellness. it's a super corny show lah! haha..be believe me, it's quite amusing to see singaporeans tryin to bitch around. and all in all for a good cost of losing weight. anyway, i must watch this episode coz they are going to temasek towers(50 storeys) to climb the stairs. If some of you might know, vm 2005 was held there this year too. So it would be pretty interesting to see those girls trotting their way up the stairs. I could vividly remember the moments when i was practically crawling on my fours to get up. but sadly, it was a relay! each contestant climbed 10 storeys only. chey! i thought what! but nvm, just watch for entertainment sake lah.

met up with zq to go for our dentist appointment. zq had the urged to donate blood and of course i encouraged her. but hsa wasnt open by then. explored abit of the outram area, it's a medical hub lor. Health science authority(HSA), Sg cancer center, Sg skin center, Sg dental center, health promotion board, raffles hotel, etc. i think there're more medical centers there, couldnt list them all. how i wish there will slowly expand and sg can be globally reknown as a medical hub. Like orchard rd known as an tourist attraction! Later we had abit of time before meeting mj so i was thinking why not we go the new national library since it's quite near. it's near parco bugis, physically a stone throw away. the building is very distinctive and cannot be missed! it's 14 storeys high and even have 3 storeys of basement level. 2 words for it, spacious and high. the ceilings are very high and whole building is glass laden. the natural sunlight penterates through the building. it also has garden integrated into the building but it's a pity that the public have no access to it. oh yah, me and zq was admiring the view from the 11th level i think. from the library, we could see sg indoor stadium, esplanade, marina bay, suntec, pan pac hotel..really wide a view. nice! should really go there to admire. by the way, the lift at one particular side of the library is glass panelled too. the lift is super fast! imagine the lift zooms down from 14th level to the 1st level. passing each level, my heart just skipped a beat while that zq thinks she's flying! met up with mj later and walked around orchard, it has been years since i went there. still nothing has changed...met andy along the way. havent seen him in years! still the same old andy..


i wanted to say more but i have far too much to say..need to rest for tml. guess where i'm going? odac peeps should know???

Yes 933 九连环 has started. haiz..it's going to be tough guessing the 9 songs. hopefully i'll have some luck and even better, some cash to go with it! wish myself luck!

today is 中秋节. rather happening is year..but half the time pigging out. though didnt celebrate mid autumn at little guilin this year and get caught by the police. however, this year was nevertheless a meaningful mid autumn fest. studied with the guys and girls in school today. mugged abit but still it's not very productive. it has been like this eversince friday. after the maths paper, there was 2 birthday celebration. went out to eat the the odac ppl as if examz was over. "hello?? there's still a week to go..i must constantly remind myself". back to today, went to vee's place to have a mini grill party. ate prawns, chicken, my fav beef, chocolate dipped fruits and not forgetting mooncake. Wah..vee definately has lots of mooncake. We also brought another box of mooncake but this time it was an ice cream mooncake. So it was considered more of an ice cream rather than mooncake. after this festival, i'm officially SICK of mooncakes. i have 5 boxes of mooncakes at home lah, my mom keep reminding me to eat them b4 they spoil. i quite pity vee as she have like 10 plus boxes of mooncakes. The 5 of us has been eating ever since we reached her place. when there's no more pe lessons in jj, i've seldom exercised and getting fatter and fatter. i can feel it lah! disGuSting..( i know i sound bitchy here but it's important to have a balance diet). However, here i'm eating excess..today, all the chocolate, mooncakes and oil the food. piang, unimaginable lah! forget abt the food lah. we played sparklers to but not as fun as when i played in at little guilin. the girls are super scared of the loud sound lah! haiz..a pity, i was trying to entertain myself all the while. feeling abit stupid and silly. but the sparks never failed to make me beam! later on, played candles with fui, we tried making a heart shape formation but it was rather constricted. Not like the moments when i have the whole playground for me to 大展拳脚. the girls gathered together to watch all the previous odac pics and reflected those happy moments we had together. so free and easy. unknowingly, our jc life is ending soon..and to all those reading my blog here, continue to jia you and work hard for the prelims! 1 more week to go and we'll rock and roll! i'll soon update my blog with my mid autumn fest pic! happy lantern festival!

maths paper was a killer today, didnt know how to do much qns. but nvm, what's done is done. just as long as i pass, i'll be contented! celebrate keqi's and our class sept babies bday. 2 cakes to eat, and both chocolate. haha! here are some photos taken. there's much more to say lah but i'm getting too lazy to type out in details lah..

sept bday babies...4 gals (oops!)


04s18 girls...abit dark uh!


the stupid guys who turned their back!


yeah! best class photo ever..u guys should know why right?

14 sept, i reached home at about 8pm after studying in school. i heard the sound of a rainfall, i thought it was raining but actually it was the sound of the water leaking from my block's roof tank. the water leaked from then till today (16 sept) 10am. imagine the amount of water lost? omg..i think enough to sustain the whole block for at least a day lah! really got nothing to say..but water is precious.

see the amount of water!


close up view of th 9th level


see the floor! the floor is so wet...


finally..a notice!


read read read....

Guardian Angel
是否记得守护天使的流星
从我走到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆
或许未来有快乐也有戒心
我会把你亲抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后一颗闪烁的星
我会让他为你照亮鼓起让幸福为你指引
总有一天你会看到guardian angel降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使他一定不懂感应..

wrote out the lyrics myself coz couldn't find it online. he's song very easy to hear. all the words are crystal clear and nice! cool song uh? many stuffed happened lately but very lazy to type. need to study ah! kkk...i'll just update jy's stuff! i'll be uploading the song onto my blog soon.

see!

i wanted to edit this pic...but i scared give ppl whack!

superstar stuff...there's more but i lazy to dig out

the paper that made me anxious for a moment

close up view of jy's signature

jy's letter to me!

I DIDNT WIN THE TIX TO THE FINALS....HOW HOW HOW? i hope someone will give me tix!

hmm..some superstar updates?
jy and jj are actually good friends. out of the 9 rounds of competition in superstar, jy won kelvin only once. it was the round when jy sang “流水年华”. haiz..i was abit disappointed when i read this news. kelly was from yishun town sec and sp. kelvin was from dunern sec. 5000 more cd singles will be released due to overwhelming response. i think i remember reading one fan of kelly brought 100 cds at one go. let's compare kelly & kelvin's fan base.
Kelly: 80% youngsters, 20% working adults
Kelvin: 40% youngsters, 30% aunties, 30% working adults
There will be a upcoming superstar concert on 30th sept 2005 at s'pore expo. tickets will start selling on 1st sept. jy will be there too! should i go???

i've been running bad luck recently. really bad luck. i know i shouldnt talk bad behind ppl's behind but u know sometimes u just can't contain ur frustrations. I was complaining about the new chi security guard. janice, tina and i was chatting at the top of our voices to comment on how kp the chi security guard was. i was like saying this "i hate chi security guards, followed by tina's i prefer malay security guards!" then just at that moment the door opened and the chi security guard was there! he looked into the room! What the! there was a creepy silence that fell across the classroom. why so coincidental! at that point, that moment, the door open and it was HE who opened the door. he looked straight into our faces. by that time i was thinking...i'm dead!! arg..shouldnt' have got into trouble with the security guard. now i may have double offence when it comes to late coming! why must i ruin myself! now i can't leave school early, can't go out for lunch..etc. later me and tina was talking abt von coz she wasn't in school yet. then after out conversation end. von opened the door! another coincidence! wah..i really got nothing to say already! it's getting xie men. bad luck please go away...so much unhappy things have been happening. i just want to be a happy girl! anyone have any remedy for bad luck?
ps: to why i hate the security guard shan't be explicitly revealed. but i'm not the only one who dislikes the chi security by the way...heh!

dont look forward to this day at all. watched superstar replay on tv. it was 1 plus then. wj called and told me to get kelvin's cd. k lor..since i live so near west mall might as well help her get it. the sky was grey then..i was prayin so hard that it will rain so that all the fans would go home! dont support them lah.. if jy in not inside, what's the point man! how i wish he could be inside then i would glady camp overnight at west mall to get the 1st signiture from him! by nvm, my prayers worked! woo! it rained very heavily..so i got my umbrella and went down to my neighbourhoodly shopping centre 'west mall'. there was still a big crowd. they were queing in the rain. i kindda pity them lah. k! at last got kelly and kelvin's single. the rain lessen by then. went home immediately. no point watchin kelly and kelvin wasnt interested in them anyway. stayed at home and slacked till i meet sarah to study at mac. oh yah! surprised to hear chop chop on the radio. i guess it was the 3rd time i heared him on radio. he always had the luck. smsed him to confirmed his identity. he told me jy went west mall! OMG OMG OMG! stupid me..i shld have stayed longer. fine nvm abt that. then minutes later he told me he had tix to superstar finals. OMG OMG OMG! he ALWAYS had that luck. Life's aint fair man! i guess that's my life..always missing chances and opportunities. it's NOT the 1st time lor! nvm abt my conservation with chop chop. later studied with sarah and met x.x along there. sarah told me this: "see i told ya, kelvin would make it at least to the top 2. coz he has a very strong fan base" then i was like -_-!
what a day...nvm nvm. i'm suppose to be an optimistic person, that's what written in the horoscope...

歌曲：江南

风到这里就是粘粘住过客的思念雨到了这里缠成线缠着我们留恋人世间你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的我们都以为相爱就像风云的善变相信那一天抵过永远在这一刹那冻结那时间不懂怎么表现温柔的我们还以为殉情只是古老的传言你走得有多痛痛有多浓当梦被埋在江南烟雨中心碎了才懂

changed my blogskin coz i was getting too sick of the previous one. made a new blogskin and editted it for a long long time. the pic on the left will change constantly by the years. I'll be putting this pic up till i've gotten over him. haha...it will be a long long long time. comments on the new blogskin? my taggie is so so dead. my stat counter recorded ppl reading my blog but no post!
tml will be a sucky day...oopS! i shldn't have used this word.

i'm supposed to blog many days ago. Alot of ups and down. Because of what has happened today. I dont think i have the mood to recalled those happy moments that i've had. Thanks to those ppl out there who has consoled me. I think i've gotten over it already...i rock! he rocks too! he and she rocks!

the plate that send signals to my tv! w/o this plate= no life!

the entrance...

my pathetic camera..zooming was lousy. the one in white carrying flowers is jy!

the small stage..where every1 is celebrating jy's bday

the after crowd..

biker gang!

odac girls climbing trees...