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compare between the editted and the uneditted one. especially my eye bags... do notice that yihui has a sharp face and bigger eyes. that's why i love photoshop..

yippee! i've finally got my CS3 working! i can start editing my photos to make myself look more decent (not that i'm not decent). yeah..i need to sort to such tricks to please myself. i'm not so free to edit all my photos k! 99.99999% of my photos are orginal, fresh and raw..
anyway, my cs3 is used mainly for designing and self entertainment purposes.
i've been fiddling around with autocad recently. i thought it was quite easy...but i was so wrong about it. it's super user unfriendly. however, pro ppl can do stuff very quickly. i think i forgot how to use soildworks already...
2 more weeks to the end of my VIP, i'm so looking forward to it! i cant wait for school to start! at least, i'll get to see students. beats, looking at banglas and indians for 3 months. i know how to differentiate them already. i'm sooo proud of myself. hahah... it's just that working is so boring. each and everyday, everyone is wasting time and waiting for the day to end. i'd really much prefer studying (or maybe just going to school and not studying). haha...

autocad is so unfriendly towards me..=(

我知道我变漂亮了 - 《一切完美》主题曲
过去的批评嘲讽 (Let it go Let it go)
过去的轻蔑冷落 (Let it go Let it go)
有些人口不饶人 却忘了瞧瞧自己 又有什么资格
时刻都善良待人 (Let’s move on Let’s move on)
时刻都做好本分 (Let’s move on Let’s move on)
有些人心思浅薄 绝不是宽容 自暴自弃的理由
也许 确实也受过言语打击
也许 从来也没什么好际遇
但千万别将勇气深锁在阴影里我们又不会妨碍这世界（的）美丽
我知道我变漂亮了
我知道我被注意了
曾难过 失落
微笑一下就过
外在的美貌容易戳破
内在的美好细水长流
我知道我变漂亮了
我知道我也豁达了
不自卑 不埋怨
就算还差一点点用内涵
弥补一切缺陷
内在的美 迷住每个人的眼
用内涵弥补一切缺陷
内在的美 迷住每个人的眼

2 years later..i'm going to graduate. what should i do? hmm..this year's job market isnt that promising... should i be an engineer?

trapped!
trapped and enclosed in an invisible boundary.
limited things that can be done.
detached momentarily from the real world.
friends are becoming more distant.
what else are you left with but a cold and heavy heart.

life has been mundane so far. working, tuition, going out with friends etc. i'm quite bored actually. i need to inject more excitment and fun into my life. was msning with seng chiew just now and chatted with him about his exchange in japan. sounds like his having so much fun. was surfing facebook and it seems like lots of my guy frenz are enjoying themselves in camp. while here i am waiting for time to whizz by...
i think i'm too obesessed with materialistic stuff, earning more money for myself so i can spend more and have more for my exchange. i'm starting to lose life...i wonder whether is this worth it at all. slogging myself so i can have 5mths of fun?

holidays...

1 more month to go after the end of the holidays...and what have i done?
seeing all my friends involve in camps and orientations, i do get very jealous. having all the fun, basking in the sun. while here i'm, stoning and bored in the office trying very hard to get down to work.
i'm wondering whether this holiday is well spent..since i didnt managed to get enough fun out of it. i recalled what i did last year and realised that it was much more fulfilling. 1 month of trek, 1 month of work, 1 month of camps..so exciting! while this year, i had only 3 months of work...so dull. then again, working is much better than slacking at home. i shall grab as much money and work the ass out of me to save enough for my trip next year.