i just need some attention...not negligence...

永远的朋友。。。

如果你很忙
我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友
有些事情不该勉强
看你黑着眼圈
今晚很长我睡不着
到底是谁 害你这么想
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
我总是有让你想出声的方法
我却没有让自己离开的力量
也许友情才能地久天长
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
我只是朋友

despite being busy with my sickening term paper...i feel that i should write an entry to thank my friends who helped me out with programming the robot. their help really saved me lots of trouble..

i won't want to forget the moments and their effort in helping me configuring the robot..

friends like them don't mind spending hours sitting in front of the dumb IDE and figuring what's wrong with either the compiler or my programme. they even go to the extend to read up manuals and send me mails to give me and my group ideas to solve our problem.

our group has been having lots of trouble with the PIC chip. we're all noobs at this and when we received it on hand, it's already spoilt! we kept wondering that our programmes had problems but it was the freaking board.

then again, more problems came by...this time it was the lousy compiler!

really wanna thank those who came down to school earlier..and readily helped me out! sc, azp, ky..you guys know who you are. (even though you guys won't be readin my blog) cf was even asking me this in school, "how come you have such good friends?" haha...i'm just lucky i guess. =)

i don't like this date...

i need someone to give me some motivation to do my work..working alone suck.

*pulls her hair out*

this semester is quite screwed up. i havent found a group for my specialization study module. i've yet to start on my 30 over paged term paper. i've not even started on my FYP.

seriously, what the heck am i doing? can someone please tell me to stop eating and start working.

if you're my friend out there, please remind me!

i forgot that today is a holiday! (coz everyday seems like a holiday to me!)

There are two ways to slide easily through life; to believe everything or to doubt everything. Both ways save us from thinking.

few days ago i was having kopi session with hx then we were discussing about family issues. honestly, i felt that my relationship with my family has been deteriorating. i hardly have dinner at home and the only times whereby i'm at home is either when i'm having tuition or sleeping. i've been complaining to hx that my parents don't care about me at all. a very good example is that they didn't send me off for my SEP and i came back from the airport alone after my SEP. upon my arrival back from the netherlands, i didn't have any fanciful sg dinner with my family. i did all my unpacking alone. another example to 'boast' is that they don't care about my whereabouts. even so whereby i can be missing from home for about 2-3 days and they never call me to ask where i am...i'm grateful for the amount of freedom i get but sometimes i do wonder that they even remember that i'm their daughter at times.
times when i'm back home, all i can remember is that them nagging at me for not keeping the iron board properly after iron. i cant recall when was the last time i was being praised by them. all i can vividly remember is that i have to do the housework..mopping and vaccuming the floor. changing my own bedsheets etc.. i felt more like a maid.
hx explained profusely to me that this is the way my parents love me and he adviced me to accompany my parents more often. sometimes, i do not even know what to say to them coz they didnt even bother finding out what the heck am i up to. thank god they have a sensible daughter that so far hasnt gone astray.
at MPS today, saw many cases about parental issues then i realised that i do have a good family afterall. more importantly, i'm thankful that my parents sponsored abit for my SEP trip and my mom paid abit for my braces.. they spent their hard earned money on me rather them on themselves. i would never understand or know the sacrifices they made for me but i'm starting to appreciate it. for that, i'd like to pay it forward, be it to my future kids or even my friends around me...as life is a one way ticket, only ahead and no returning back.