silly me with scarecrow

wided-eye me with bicycle

act hiao me with bamboos

fat me at alexandar arch

taking things for granted. we take alot of stuff for granted without realising it until it is taken away from you or when things dont go the way it supposed to be. i dont deny that i belong to one of those people..
but i'm the kind who doesnt know that the fire is hot until i put my hands into it. i have to get scalded by the burning flames to know that it is wrong and it's not supposed to be done this way.
think i've got to make myself more conscious and considerate. think of others, appreciate their efforts, reconigize their significance and importance.

i wonder if there are still people reading my blog? i doubt so..since i've already said that i'm not going to blog anytime soon. haha...
anyway, i really like lu guang zhong album. gonna find it and buy it. it's so cute! not the guy, but his songs.
temper...is something that i believe can be controlled. dont think you can raise your voice at someone just becoz you're angry and pissed. you should speak in a proper manner to get your point through and treat the person with respect. if you can explain yourself in a cool manner, i believe the other party will cool down and apologize or whatever...haha. yeah, that how i feel. temper and manners can definitely be cultivated!

it's very hard to please others. sometimes you do it so often that the person takes it for granted. then it came to one point when you cant do what the person wants u to do..you just get scolded and told off. maybe too much pampering is bad. the person becomes spoilt.

nevertheless, you cant help but want to pamper that person...
just pray that you'll be able to do the right thing...


went to explore southern ridges! so fun...good to walk around natural places. especially so when they are scares in sg. will upload photos soon! i'm so bored at work...

the next place that i wanna go!

there's more!!!

bee bee is so broke. why? coz most of her money are spent on her friend's bday present. all the 21st birthdays!!! it's never ending.

hmm..just went to vee's bday party last sat. this coming sat going to attend another one. this month is crazy, too many 21st! sometimes, i wished i had lesser friends. haha! i'm quite envious to those who had 21st bday parties, it seemed so fun. to see all your friends gathered together, giving you well wishes. haiz, if i wasnt that lazy, i should have organized one! in fact, i really loved to have a 21st party. i enjoy hanging out with my friends, especially so when there's so many at one go! if i'd have time to organize one more again, i write out a whole list of friends that i'm going to invite!
but then again..you celebrate birthdays annually. yah..so it didnt really mattered lah! haha..just allow me to whine and rant on my blog!

read this on chop chop's blog. touching story..if u have the time..read it.

你爱的，只是我爱你的感觉
他跟她在一起三年，她精心呵护着他的一切，甚至每天他的牙膏都是她为他挤好，皮鞋必定是她晚上帮他擦好，只有一点，她几乎从不下厨，即便是下厨也是从超市买速冻食品，吃起来索然无味。于是，渐渐地他练就了一手好的厨艺，因为他看到她吃自己做的菜，一副享受的表情，他就觉得很幸福。
　　后来为了有更好的发展，他开始了拼命地打拼，然而，每当他一身疲惫地回来，等待他的永远是一碗白米粥。看着她纯净的眼睛，到嘴边的话，他又咽了下去。
　　终于有一天，他的母亲要来看他们，其实是看她这个准儿媳，指明了要吃一顿她做的饭。她请求他：你能不能留下来，帮我做这顿饭?
　　他低下头，公司有个重要的合同，假如顺利签订了，他们就可以有自己的小窝了。其实，他的皮包里已经装着新房的钥匙，他是想给她一个长大的机会，然后他的母亲才能放心地把自己交给她。他是家里的独子，他必须要让母亲知道，他娶了一个爱他的女人，即便不善厨艺，也愿意为他做饭。
　　他看到她眼里一闪而过的失望与破碎的惊慌，终于狠下心走了出去。
　　然而，等他下班回来，看到的却是冰锅冷灶，还有母亲阴沉的脸。她看到他回来，迎上去说，亲爱的，你先洗洗，我们出去吃饭，我已经订好座位了。
　　他强忍着不满，沉默着走进卫生间，很长时间没有出来。他心里既愤怒又委屈，平时都是他做给她吃，今天母亲来了，哪怕她只表现一下，也应该亲自去做呀，这也好让他对母亲有个交代。
　　果然，饭桌上母亲态度鲜明地表示对她的不满，他在一旁如坐针毡，抬眼看她，却发现她一脸坦然地将那盘最咸的咸菜吃了个精光。
　　 母亲终于忍不住了，将筷子一扔，拂袖而去。他脸色尴尬，追了出去。
　　 在他甩上门的瞬间，她趴在桌上，瘦削的肩膀剧烈地抖动。
　　 他们终于还是分手了。但是，他再没有遇到像她那样对自己好的女子，他心里明白，她的那些好，宠坏了自己，让别的女人再难入他的眼。
　　 在陌生的城市陌生的街头，他们就那样猝不及防地再度相遇了。在咖啡厅里，他意外地发现，她居然一脸淡然地喝那种苦涩的黑咖啡，如同无味的白开水。
　　一瞬间，一道电光石火在他脑袋里炸开，他颤抖着问她：你没有味觉?　　她一愣，手里的咖啡荡出来。你终于发现了?
　　他紧紧地握住她的手，手心却被一件硬物硌得生疼，低头一看，是一枚刺眼的钻戒戴在她手上。
　　他的心开始痛，想到那些曾经的日子。那时他们才从学校毕业，没有任何积蓄。冬夜里，她总是等他熟睡后，起身洗他的衣服，然后在炉子上慢慢地烘干。一双手长满了丑陋的冻疮，让她难受得龇牙咧嘴。他想起，他做的第一顿饭，她吃得一脸平静。
　　而整整三年，他却对她的种种异常，视而不见，连她没有味觉，都不知道。他却因为，她没有单独为母亲做一顿饭而放弃了她。
　　她告诉他，现在的他，在遇到她的第一个月，就发现她的味觉不正常，于是她放心地告诉他，自己在8岁那年，生过一场大病。
　　他虚弱地说，我也是爱你的。
　　她对他笑笑，不，你爱的，只是我爱你的感觉。爱一个人，必定有着贴肤的温暖与疼痛，而你，竟然感觉不到。
　　他们在最近的时候，本该心无间隙的时候，也是咫尺天涯的距离。所幸，她醒悟得还不晚，还有机会去寻找自己的那一份贴心的暖。