04s18 girls...at the beach
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Life’s not fair. Really not fair. Why does opportunities slip pass me? It happened not only once but also twice! I hate it! There was this saying that what was meant to be yours will be yours. But I know I could have gotten that chance!!! I could have gotten it! Can you understand of so near yet so far! The chance is right infront of you yet but someone was just one step faster than you and snatched the chance away from you. Arg! I hate this kindda feeling. I shan’t explain in detail what it is coz it’ll just makes this worst. I sound like a bitch man. Can’t imagine this…pity me k? Coz I think complaining on my blog is one of the most civilized way to vent my anger or disappointment. Arg….i’ll just have to console myself!
Just watch bai fen bai after I type this entry. Aisa dances well man! Becca you should have watched her hip hop dance!
Just watch bai fen bai after I type this entry. Aisa dances well man! Becca you should have watched her hip hop dance!
Monday, August 08, 2005
Slept at 4am and woke up at 6:30am. Ate my breakfast and intended to go school but it rained. Rained heavily, then the thought of ponning school came across my mind. Smsed Christina first whether she’ll be ponning but she’s not. K..officially ponned school and went back to sleep. Later Janice asked me out for breakfast at 7am. Haha. Such a weird day for national’s eve. Kindda regretted ponning school. I really missed running, especially the 100m dash. Tug of war when everyone enthusiastically count 1, 2 pull. Hmm…should have gone school and forgo that few hours of beauty sleep! Anyway, met up with the girls later on for cycling. Cycling at east coast was fun and tiring. Yin Mei managed to ride a bike in less than an hour! Quite a feat uh? I could have given more details but I’m tired…
Sunday, August 07, 2005
被救的人有责任活下去，不然会对不起那些在灾难去世的人。听了这一句话后，心里有种说不出的惊叹。 的确，生命可贵。活着不单是为自己也是为了别人。这句话是从“救命病栋24小时”而来得，每一集都从不让我失望！现实了人们在面对困难时的不屈不挠的精生。wah..type chinese very difficult ah. how i wish i could narrate whatever i wanna say in chinese. there are so much more to say about the show but lazy to type. Time is precious, 34 more days to prelims! anyway, just keep in mind the 1st line!
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Went for parent’s teacher meeting today. 2 words, “Heng ah!” T.T never really say much discouraging words after all. However, most of the stuff he said was quite crap. I hope he won’t be able to see this or I’ll be dead lah. I know all these are formality lah. He didn’t really said much as my mom couldn’t be bothered after all. She’s only interested in GP. GP again! My fatal point! That’s why she always look at my progress report from bottom to up, from the AO level subjects to A level subjects. Oh ya! My mom also commented that T.T is young. Haha..he’s young meh? She says for guy he’s young, maybe so bah. She also wondered why the teachers are so young and I could sense that she doubt their ability. Ha..my mom is so weird. There were quite abit of students behind the staff room having consultation and she wondered why the teachers are so good to give 1 to 1 help. She says the teachers are so hardworking. For that I can truly agree with her. JJ teachers in general are hardworking, but sometimes it doesn’t mean hard work can reap good grades. Good grades do require hard work but also certain luck and skills. This also explains why my grades are average! Haha…went through one whole round to console for my average grades. By the way, T.T can sure crap man! He can talk for so long, my mom and I waited for quite some time. I admire his skills. There’s nothing more to report about PTM because nothing fancy or shocking happened.
After PTM, went my mom’s office to help her with some stuff and studied abit. Hmm…working life is really boring. I wish I could study forever…
After PTM, went my mom’s office to help her with some stuff and studied abit. Hmm…working life is really boring. I wish I could study forever…
Friday, August 05, 2005
Today is Friday, yesterday is Thursday, tomorrow is Saturday. That’s what zq always says, constantly reminding her the time. I wonder how’s she coping now. Becca with her suntec dance practices. Haiz..all so busy! Nvm I’m glad that I can self entertain myself. Besides, I’m not supposed to play so much afterall, not much time is left- as quote from Mavis. Mavis I hope you’re studying hard right now!
Went to donate blood again. This time was smooth sailing, Kel surprising managed to find his vein while poor Nic had to wait so long for the nurses to serve him. As for me? I could draw blood from my left arm this time, yeah, saved me much trouble as I’m so used to doing everything with my right arm. Nothing fancy happened this time except there were more audience around me when I was donating blood. Khung xing, wen jie, waii, mavis came along to peek. I also saw the odacians helping out in the arrangements for sports carnival. Sorry for not being able to help you guys in any way. There were also some ppl who couldn’t donate it, so sad for them. Next time k? Alex’s and sharon’s veins were too small, Kuan wee taken Chinese medical, mavis was too light, I also saw a girl who couldn’t donate coz they couldn’t find her veins. For those out there who are healthy and young, do step out to donate blood k? 1 small packet of your blood is all they need and you can save 3 lives with it! Later on, rushed back to class to complete my gp paragraph.
Today ms chew showed us a video out of the blue! We were quite surprised coz we thought that she didn’t believed in visual learning. However, this time round she said that if we gave her good work, she promises to show us more videos after our prelims. I’m rather skeptical abt this comment but nevertheless, I had to try my best to give her good work or she’ll screwed me up. Sian, next week have to drink coffee with her aka consultation, I have to think of millions of excuses to redeem myself. Why must there such thing as GP? I was discussing it with Christina during mass practice that we should just count either our gp or chi grades. Now chi has been made so easy to pass, just a d7 would allow entry to uni. But why can’t they do so for gp? Life aint always fair. So as quoted from ms chew, “whether you like GP or not, you’re in this system and you have to accept the fact that you NEED to pass your GP. So even if you don’t like me, you’ll just have to get over the subject in order to get you where you want to go!” How true, wise words from her uh? That’s why she’s a GP tutor!
I have so much more to talk about what happened among the odacians but rather lazy to type them out. Didn’t realize that I can rattle so much when mentioning abt blood donation & gp. Tomorrow will be parent’s meeting session with T.T, I hope everything goes well. I heard much bad experience from my friend’s encounter…
Went to donate blood again. This time was smooth sailing, Kel surprising managed to find his vein while poor Nic had to wait so long for the nurses to serve him. As for me? I could draw blood from my left arm this time, yeah, saved me much trouble as I’m so used to doing everything with my right arm. Nothing fancy happened this time except there were more audience around me when I was donating blood. Khung xing, wen jie, waii, mavis came along to peek. I also saw the odacians helping out in the arrangements for sports carnival. Sorry for not being able to help you guys in any way. There were also some ppl who couldn’t donate it, so sad for them. Next time k? Alex’s and sharon’s veins were too small, Kuan wee taken Chinese medical, mavis was too light, I also saw a girl who couldn’t donate coz they couldn’t find her veins. For those out there who are healthy and young, do step out to donate blood k? 1 small packet of your blood is all they need and you can save 3 lives with it! Later on, rushed back to class to complete my gp paragraph.
Today ms chew showed us a video out of the blue! We were quite surprised coz we thought that she didn’t believed in visual learning. However, this time round she said that if we gave her good work, she promises to show us more videos after our prelims. I’m rather skeptical abt this comment but nevertheless, I had to try my best to give her good work or she’ll screwed me up. Sian, next week have to drink coffee with her aka consultation, I have to think of millions of excuses to redeem myself. Why must there such thing as GP? I was discussing it with Christina during mass practice that we should just count either our gp or chi grades. Now chi has been made so easy to pass, just a d7 would allow entry to uni. But why can’t they do so for gp? Life aint always fair. So as quoted from ms chew, “whether you like GP or not, you’re in this system and you have to accept the fact that you NEED to pass your GP. So even if you don’t like me, you’ll just have to get over the subject in order to get you where you want to go!” How true, wise words from her uh? That’s why she’s a GP tutor!
I have so much more to talk about what happened among the odacians but rather lazy to type them out. Didn’t realize that I can rattle so much when mentioning abt blood donation & gp. Tomorrow will be parent’s meeting session with T.T, I hope everything goes well. I heard much bad experience from my friend’s encounter…
Thursday, August 04, 2005
I have so much things to say and yet the stupid blog doesn’t publish! Arg! Today watched superstar! Ultimate! I must say it’s one of the best shows I have EVER watched. First watched the mtv by the 8 superstars. It was so hilarious! Most importantly, to see jun yang is his flat flat black hair was the funniest! His actions inside are still stiff! Espcially at the parts where he shrugged his shoulders up and down, so corny! But I just love it. He was M4, the last performance. I had not regretted waiting soo long for his performance! His performance just gets better each time and time again. His score too! Improving steadily each time. Today a new record was made, he got 41.5. YES 41.5! which is like 83/100? An A! A very good A. He sang 流水年华. It was GOOD. Sorry I couldn’t find any words to describe it. But it was more than GOOD. It was VERY GOOD? Or maybe it was EXCEPTIONALLY GOOD? It cannot be described with any words. I was practically screaming at the top of my voice when he sang finished the score and jumping up and down. Can you imagine me and sis was doing it? His face is getting more mesmerizing and yes I agree which the judges that he’s 耐看！
To jun yang I’ve done this to show how GOOD you’re to me!
圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸
我会陪你一直走到最后就算没有结果我也能够承受
末日前夕请留在我怀里看太阳暗去月光失明我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈黑夜降临别害怕我爱你
今宵微寒路上行人匆匆朦胧的街灯孤立在雨中远处传来幽幽的歌声句句在我心田
To jun yang I’ve done this to show how GOOD you’re to me!
圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我深深看你的脸
我会陪你一直走到最后就算没有结果我也能够承受
末日前夕请留在我怀里看太阳暗去月光失明我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈黑夜降临别害怕我爱你
今宵微寒路上行人匆匆朦胧的街灯孤立在雨中远处传来幽幽的歌声句句在我心田
Thursday, July 28, 2005
had maths test today. it was smoooth sailing...
#1: it had only 3 qns
#2: qns were similar to revision ex
#3: we have MORE than enough time to complete the paper
#4: the lecturer went out of the LT while we are STILL working on the test
#5: many discussions were going on in the LT yet the lecturer ignored everything!
#6: i could even check my answers with my friend
#7: i could even teach my friend how to do the qn! not copying...
my deductions...
#1: the relief lecturer was slack and incompetent (who cares if she's a top students with 4As but can't teach for nuts!)
#2: i wonder what the school is doing? putting our grades at risk thus putting the supposedly good school name at risk
#3: i think we'll just have to depend on ourselves
watched the island today at wm to commerate the end of 2 tests of the week! i wasnt as nice as i've expected. but nevertheless, it's a good film afterall (in the gp sense). the ending was abit abrupt though. i'll rate it 3.5 over 5.
enough of my crap and stuff. i realised that i'm having mood swings recently. i dont have it when i was younger. now i complain more and do lesser and i can feel that i'm degradding. why uh? is it because when one gets older, the hormones and stuff take control of your mind. k, my short term goal of the week. remain resilent, work more and complain less. be content of what i have and most importantly relax!
#1: it had only 3 qns
#2: qns were similar to revision ex
#3: we have MORE than enough time to complete the paper
#4: the lecturer went out of the LT while we are STILL working on the test
#5: many discussions were going on in the LT yet the lecturer ignored everything!
#6: i could even check my answers with my friend
#7: i could even teach my friend how to do the qn! not copying...
my deductions...
#1: the relief lecturer was slack and incompetent (who cares if she's a top students with 4As but can't teach for nuts!)
#2: i wonder what the school is doing? putting our grades at risk thus putting the supposedly good school name at risk
#3: i think we'll just have to depend on ourselves
watched the island today at wm to commerate the end of 2 tests of the week! i wasnt as nice as i've expected. but nevertheless, it's a good film afterall (in the gp sense). the ending was abit abrupt though. i'll rate it 3.5 over 5.
enough of my crap and stuff. i realised that i'm having mood swings recently. i dont have it when i was younger. now i complain more and do lesser and i can feel that i'm degradding. why uh? is it because when one gets older, the hormones and stuff take control of your mind. k, my short term goal of the week. remain resilent, work more and complain less. be content of what i have and most importantly relax!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
havent update for quite sometime...
these few days isn't a very fun week afterall. or should i say that school days aren't supposed to be fun anymore. prelims are nearing soon. hmm..starting to feel the pressure but i think not so intense yet. tml is maths test, haven't really studied yet. chem test was okay but i have doubts abt the answers i gave. the school is ever cold, especially LT5, aka ice box. looking forward to this fri's agm. should be quite fun, especially with the odacians. kin fai, wei rong, alex and the rest has been practising hard for their performance. me and wei jing have become their official superstar manager. hoho! LTs have been turned into kbox room. we managed to find out that when you plug in the red wire, the song becomes minus 1! super amazing, but the backgrd music is abit muffled. anyway, you 6 gays are cool k! looking forward to your spectacular performance!
today had ntu talk for all the j2s. then there was a story tat a student of average 3Cs couldn't get at offers in the 1st round. die leh! i was like aiming for a average 3Cs lor. hehe..so loser uh? hmm..sometimes i wish i could turn back time and study harder. but i never regret playing afterall. maybe i should have studied smartly. maybe i shouldn't have gone to jc. maybe i should have watch less tv. maybe i should have done this. maybe i should have done that. life is so much of maybes. that's why there are so much regrets in life. but dont stop there, coz regrets can't get you anyway!
i found out the most shocking thing in my life. ppl ard me are so close to jun yang. i'm jealous...seriously jealous!
these few days isn't a very fun week afterall. or should i say that school days aren't supposed to be fun anymore. prelims are nearing soon. hmm..starting to feel the pressure but i think not so intense yet. tml is maths test, haven't really studied yet. chem test was okay but i have doubts abt the answers i gave. the school is ever cold, especially LT5, aka ice box. looking forward to this fri's agm. should be quite fun, especially with the odacians. kin fai, wei rong, alex and the rest has been practising hard for their performance. me and wei jing have become their official superstar manager. hoho! LTs have been turned into kbox room. we managed to find out that when you plug in the red wire, the song becomes minus 1! super amazing, but the backgrd music is abit muffled. anyway, you 6 gays are cool k! looking forward to your spectacular performance!
today had ntu talk for all the j2s. then there was a story tat a student of average 3Cs couldn't get at offers in the 1st round. die leh! i was like aiming for a average 3Cs lor. hehe..so loser uh? hmm..sometimes i wish i could turn back time and study harder. but i never regret playing afterall. maybe i should have studied smartly. maybe i shouldn't have gone to jc. maybe i should have watch less tv. maybe i should have done this. maybe i should have done that. life is so much of maybes. that's why there are so much regrets in life. but dont stop there, coz regrets can't get you anyway!
i found out the most shocking thing in my life. ppl ard me are so close to jun yang. i'm jealous...seriously jealous!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ultimate! i slept for a long long long time. yesterday slept from 4am till 12pm. 8 hrs. still okay. but just eat lunch then dont know why really feeling super tired. got to the bed again. slept from 4pm till 8pm. die liao lah. wasted so much time on sleeping. i think it's mainly due to the last nights for the past week. have been running and doing too much physical stuff this week. BUT...hw leh. die die die die die. is there any word better for it? i sound stupid blogging this useless stuff online. anyway, just remembered what i chatted with wei jing on friday.
while walking have u ever turned back and look? sometimes, maybe one must know how to look back. coz maybe you'll be surprised to find out whose behind you? in life, never be too engrossed in moving forward. take a step back, see who's behind you, take a moment to ponder what you used to do? maybe you'll see some light in life and move far and further!!
while walking have u ever turned back and look? sometimes, maybe one must know how to look back. coz maybe you'll be surprised to find out whose behind you? in life, never be too engrossed in moving forward. take a step back, see who's behind you, take a moment to ponder what you used to do? maybe you'll see some light in life and move far and further!!
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