This period has been a dull period for me. Not that I'm not happy but I guess I don't derive satisfaction in what I am doing. There are many times in which I try to motivate myself but I guess it's just isn't strong enough. Then I end up doing small other little things to try fill up my empty gaps. At many times I ask myself what I want in life but I know I'm not capable of doing them. Or perhaps I'm just not brave enough to try it. Life is full of ups and downs, though now is a down period for me but I'm very grateful for the many ups I've had. I believe that in life there are full of opportunities..I'm waiting...patiently...
People often say go for your dreams and achieve em' but I guess I'm pretty much stuck with this medication. I need to continue to consume it else I'll die of severe bleeding. Till then time whereby I've fully recovered then I'm able to break free and try. Time...I just need time...
Directions are something that I need. I really wanted to go visit a medium to know about my future and seek a sign. However, people will like future lies in your own hands. I'm just not good enough to read my own palms. So I guess I'll just need to find..I'll find my way..
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