i'll be leaving on a jet plane...don't know when i'll be back again. tmr will mark the end of my 171 day long holiday. i counted the days whereby i'm having holiday from my studying holiday. 62 days out of 171 days i'm not in eindhoven. hmm..not bad. 36% of travelling only. having mixed feelings about going back. i know everything wouldnt be the same again. yet i'll be faced with the familiar buildings or people around me. i'm unsure whether i can face all this all over again..i hope i've truely learnt to be stronger and it's time to face the reality that hits me when i return.