some green fella and me. haha

everyone at the base of datuk

we are small...

some of us @ summit

tent carriers! i'm so honoured to be on par with lao jiao...

the sun and me

traditional jump shot!

mech eng year 2 ppl!

geok, kellie and me

us at the train station

sorry. the photos are not in sequence. just too lazy to edit!

since i cant post these pics on facebook. i shall post them on my blog! hahaha...

(private joke, not for those who dont understand =X)

new year new hopes new dreams!

yippee...bee is bouncing in to her 21st year! hmm...let's blog about my new year resolution.
1) go trekking to at least 2 new places
2) save $$ so i can travel
3) become fairer and hope my teeth shifts faster!
4) keep myself active and busy for the year.

yah..that's all i think. quite reasonable right? actually i have 1 more resolution lah. but it's super unrealistic.(i wanna have a car) so forget it.

lazy to update. will update soon!

happy new year to all!

happy 3 year anniversary to my blog! oh my...time flies!

i'm so not used to a not-so-packed holiday...happy holidays!

finally complete watching dead poets society after 2 times not completing it due to many reasons or so...
it really a nice show. highly recommended. i hate sad endings..especially this show's ending..it's so tear moving...


there's one part of his teachings on individualism and non-conformity. On one occasion he brings the whole class outside the building and makes some of them walk around the yard. As the students walk, they more and more adjust their steps to those of the other students, and in a short time the leisurely walk turns into a strident march. Keating begins to clap his hands, and the students all join into the clapping and the rhythm of the marching. After a while Keating stops the exercise and explains: What this demonstrates is how difficult it is for any of us to listen to our own voice or maintain our own beliefs in the presence of others. ... Lads, there is a great need in all of us to be accepted. However, that need can be like a nasty current, whisking us away unless we're strong and determined swimmers. Don't insist on the separate path simply to be different or contrary, but trust what is unique about yourselves even if it's odd or unpopular. do not succumb to conformity, take the routes that others won't take!

In connection with the walking in lock-step exercise Keating had pointed out that everybody has the natural desire to be liked, and therefore the tendency to adjust his or her conduct to the expectations of others. And when striving for academic honors, students (as well as scholars) similarly try to please their examiners and readers—instead of speaking their minds without self-censorship and fear. But the price of such behavior is the suppression of what is most valuable in everyone, individuality, and a person’s becoming part of “the herd.” Resisting such adjustment to the expectations of others is, according to Keating and Emerson, the basic precondition for living a fulfilling life as well as finding the truth: "Either you will succumb to the will of the hoi polloi [the herd], and the fruit will die on the vine--or you will triumph as individuals.”

Striving for true excellence in life requires being open to the ultimately significant dimensions of human existence. In the same spirit in which he had explained to his students that medicine, banking, and the practice of jurisprudence are only the means to maintain life, not its ends, he also exhorts them to takes ideals seriously: "Deal with the important things in life--love, beauty, truth, justice.” Only persons for whom such ideals are not the usual platitudes, but a lived and living reality, can be said to be truly alive and awake. They are inspired, while the “the mass of men” (in Thoreau’s formulation) waste their time on mundane details “in quiet desperation.”

carpe diem!


next movie: freedom writers!

say goodbye to the ugly me and welcome the uglier me.
i dont understand why i put myself into such pain and torture. my mouth is freaking sore and i cant even bite. not being able to eat is so horrible, terrible, irritable. arg..i should have be satisfied with the before me.

before after

wee leong's cute mini!

bday girl and i with masks

junior gang...

senior gang + junior gang..

27th @ pitstop

us acting cute...

outside central...

day 1 after exams
extracted my teeth in the morning. slacked and streamed movies and video. tv surfing all the time. tried very hard to sleep but to no avail. it's raining non-stop outside, freezing cold. no indoor activities planned out. dying to binge on titbits and rubbish but sadly cant. irritated by the gauze in my mouth all the time. life sux.

我们的距离越来越远了。。是我的错吗？对不起已经失去了意义。

我讨厌考试！快疯了。。我不想每天过着冬天似的生活。

some random test
你的心思細膩，感情豐富，對人也很體貼，在團體中不會成為顯眼的角色，卻是大家最佳的心靈窗口。偶有驚人之舉。值得注意的是，這類人在社會中通常較多，平實的個性，想要出人頭地非得有驚人的意志力，多多加油吧！個性害羞的妳在愛情上算是比較被動的人，不常主動表達自己的心意，因此通常默默付出。但你體貼善良的性情卻能讓同道的異性受到妳的關懷與善意，如果能對愛情更積極點，相信會更有助益呦！

msn during the examz

win liao lor. msn can also ask question!

i do really have the urgue to get out of sg and climb up a mountain and just stone there. keep the rubbish off me!

to my friend's friend who are sad...dont be sad
to my friend who is also sad...dont be sad
it's not a time to be sad,
just a moment to move on...

so pissed with today's paper!
@#&*!$^*()!@&$*(^&*@!^#&*@!
1 more month to christmas! haha..so random.

<小尘埃>

她在五点十分醒来 她在清晨时候离开
透明的玻璃窗沾满小尘埃
我在这里 比黑暗更深的夜里
张开眼睛 陌生人寄来一封信

我在清晨时候醒来 带着她的暗示离开
在跌倒的地方勇敢站起来
我在这里 我在你昨天的梦里
一片乌云 一座神秘的小森林

谁来拥抱我 保护我 伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
拥抱我 保护我 或是伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
等着她

他在午夜十分回来
带着忧伤的歌把回忆敲开
我在这里
手提着沉重的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行
你在哪里
一道解不开的谜题
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品

to all out there. this show is damn(to infinity) nice. it's a jap drama, quite witty(though abit flawed). but it's really worth it. watch it on youtube and get addicted!

tml is my first paper. i'm so looking forward to it coz that will mean 1 paper down. hahaha...

here's an except of msn-ing before the exams.
[B]ee says:
meet at 3rd level
[B]ee says:
less cold
[B]ee says:
hot air rises
seng chiew says:
haiya what hot air rises...
seng chiew says:
the air on top less dense less oxygen harder to think leh
[B]ee says:
higher...lower pressure
[B]ee says:
less stress

i dont know whether to laugh or cry!

i need the $$$. i so like to get outta singapore. europe is so exciting...these are the me ppl going to europe in sems 2

siah jen, lenny @ uk

faith, hui xiang @ norway

lim jing @ france

moreover, there's another me guy going to holland with me...ah...i need $$$$$$$

stupid quiz..so screwed up. some ppl really like to pester the prof. aiya..nvm lah. i'm not disadvantaged anyway coz i 打听 what questions came out. hoho. i really need to 读书！

happy bday to ck and guang!

"my bf dont allow me to watch movie alone with another guy" i think by using this reason to reject your friend movie suck big time. seriously.
"my bf wants me to be home by 11pm" this is worst.
after hearing what my other friends said about their bf i was like dumbfounded.
stand up! be proud...dont even let your bf control your life. if you think what you're doing is right...stick to it!

i'm addicted to this song. it's been sometime i liked jolin song. i remembered my last favourite was 说爱你 now it's 日不落

went to school today. as usual..kb about my teeth. kb about not being able to eat. all my friends were asking about it. hehe. thanks ah...i reached lecture hall earlier(for once) and dumped my bag at my usual seat and zoomed off with some paper. later on, returned to my seat. xiao hui was then asking me," eh, where's your food? thought you went to buy something?" diao..didnt realised that i'm such a greedy girl to everyone. oh..if you guys were wondering, i went to hand in my lab report. didnt really pig out today, still not much of a mood. anyway there's this bugging question i have. why after extraction cannot use straw to drink? i vaguely remembered the dentist was saying it's due to some pressure and stuff. didnt really catch what he was saying coz i was feeling so numb. why ah?

sidenotes: i enjoy blogging even more when exams are approaching. damn...and i'm so addicted to the battle station application in facebook.

extracting 3 teeth one shot is not pain. seriously...at most you'll feel numb cos you have to bite the gauze for like many many many many hours. it's irritating. i hate something stuck in my mouth. the numbness again is nothing. it's the want-to-eat-food-yet-cant-eat-food symdrone is the WORST! for now i havent eaten breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper,tea break etc. it's a torture for someone who loves food so much. i'm going to eat up watever food i see tml. and i really have a craving for fried chicken. one day wasted again...due to the irritating gauze...i've got holes in my mouth! gonna be careful when i eat noodles/rice?!

going to extract my teeth tml. think cant eat good food le! boo...i think i wont be able to swim too. die. was surfing for my doc's name. damn.he's so smart! oh..and he's a staff in the fac of dentistry too.
Awards
Half Colour Award (1993), Dental Society, NUS
University Scholarships- Hokkien Foundation Scholarship (1995), NUS
Dean's List (1995), Faculty of Dentistry, NUS

dean's list...omg...may be i should ask him for advice on how to study.

was listening to jay's album over and over again. i dont think this album is very good leh...really. compared to his previous chopins album. this one seemed rushed...all the songs mixed together to come up with one album. anyway, i really like 蒲公英的约定, when i'm addicted to a song in particular i will hear it over and over again! i heard about 蒲公英 alot of times yet dont know what it is. went to wiki it, then realised it is dandelion! OMG! i am so excited lah! i loved dandelion. damn i sound so girl. but really...i enjoy plucking them out and blow till all the smaller dandelions fly off. i will feel so proud of myself because more dandelions will grow around then!! where to find dandelions in sg now??? booo....





作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

sidenotes
was labbing with karyong today. our datas were quite screwed up due to the lousy equipments. so heck it, will edit the values after all. then while labbing, we were crapping. talking about creating ideal situations. i was telling him that ideal situations will never exist. watever bf or gf you wish to ideally get, you'll end up disappointing yourself. he was saying that is so sad to think in this manner. but aint it true? i dont believe that ideal situations will exist, one just have to deal with the best possible deal. all in life is same, like your experiment will always have errors and anomalous, efficiency can never be 100%. hence, you'll never expect to get an ideal life partner. after karyong heard watever i said, he seemed disappointed...orh...
and i completed my lab reports le! with errors, best fit lines...

jay's new album. i love 蒲公英的约定 without lyrics!

life has been monotonous so far. wake up, go school, eat, stone, tv, comp, sleep. haha..no study?? got abit lah...but ineffective i think. i dont know what to update. i myself also not sure what i've been busy with.

upcoming "exciting" events!
-just ended my unseen cad quiz. didnt managed to assemble finish my toycar. but about 80% done ba. wasted!
-wan ling's bday on the 3th
-extracting teeth on the 5th
-jason's bday on the 8th
-modeling quiz on the 13th
-lifesaving test on the 16th
-nic's bdat on the 16th
-some wedding dinner on 18th
-fluid mechanics paper on the 24th

23 more days to my first paper and i havent even completed my tutorials. HOW!!!!!!

Photos from appreciation dinner @ ECP




from 21st to 28th comm...


27th comm..


25th to 28th pub cell..

argh..i looked so red in all the photos. darn...i came from sentosa before that

swim.eat.run.teach.study

take a deep breathe...加油！加油！加油！


happy birthday to my sickening sister. ooh..but she's in pulau ubin! hoho!

sometimes i really wanna slap my dad. he can get really irritating at times. he's not the naggy kindda father but what he does can get on my nerves. the worst thing is that he refuses to admit that he is at fault! i believe it's a man's ego thing. crap! then when he knows he is at fault he'll just say this," k lor..everything also my fault" frustrating! sometimes i do wish he can say something smart. i'm not trying to say that i'm smart lah.

ps: i've got over this. yeah...so still happy happy! or maybe busy busy...
added note: i've got an added wish! i wanna have a ride on the new airbus A380! a suite for me! woohooo

hmm..suddenly alot of ppl reading(spying) my blog. i'm gg to find out who they are!! humph...especially those whom i dont know.

i shall make it a habit to blog everyday! i realised my blog is getting boring. read this online..think that it's quite intriguing.
《放弃，放下》
放弃是懦弱；
放下需要勇气累了，想卸下一些包袱，放慢脚步
读一读云的故事，闻一闻雨的味道
是放弃？还是放下？
纵然暂且不愿退缩，不能洒脱
抱着这样的梦想
也得以释然

this week is a busy week ahead!

was googling then realised that chen qi zhen's demo 1 [已絕版] le! dang.. dunno still have demo 2 and 3 anot. nvm..gg to find her [讓我想一想] album.

was reading yao's and ying's blog. i so wanna go overseas! get me a tickeT!

sat- mugged with mj for awhile at bp plaza. it's been donkey years since i last went there. saw zq bf there...haha. and i finally completed my oishii card from mos. yeah! later went to millenia walk to collect my race pack for women's 10k race. more importantly, mahjong session was cancelled! haha!

sun- slept for 12hours. crazy...overdose of sleep results in a laggy mind. unproductive day. was supposed to run but i was far too lazy. die...hopefully i wont faint during my 10k run.

upcoming week is yet another busy busy week...

random note: i've been trying to find this chen qi zhen particular album but to no avail. even when i tried cd depot at marina square. hmm..if i'm free, i think i should go hmv.

21st birthday wishes. HAHA! i know it's still a long way to go..but i don't care! i usually just heck my birthday coz i just think it's like any other day. but come on! it's my 21st birthday k! 4mths to go...

1) a key! car key...
2) an olympus shock, weather, water proof camera
3) a new tv @ my home. i love HD teevee!

haha..i know my wishes are bloody exs and highly impossible. but nevertheless, i can continue wishing for it. 4mths to go only...maybe everyone can pool in money to buy one big big gift for me? hoho...

arg...my 4942 didnt open! i think becoz my dad tapped my shoulder when he caught me at ntuc buying 4d. dang...

my previous few entries are like so random. maybe i should blog about my daily happenings. went to school had s&a lecture, boring phasors diagrams. i hate em. then had c5 lab, stoned infront of the big fish tank. making the plastic body perturbate. went to play volley with me friends. it's good that joel organize such stuff. it has been some time since i payed volley. i really enjoyed those days in jj when after school the girls will play volley together. after that, went to crash 28th meeting. hah.. to remincse those moments when i'm in comm...ah...a day well spent afterall. life's good when one doesnt study...

it's much easier to critise than to actually work on something. i truely understand it...

argh...this sems is so unmotivating. i know there's quizes ahead and stuff yet i chucked them aside. i guess i lost the spirit after 1st year.

yeah..had 2 star kayaking course which lasted for 3 days. i'm super black now! bah! all thanks to siahjen for jioing me to this course. quite fun yet tiring. got to know a bunch of really friendly people from nus. even after this course, i think my kayaking skills still suck. hehe....anyway, kayaking @ kallang was really fun coz you get a nice view compared to open sea.
dont focus on my ugly expression..count the number of cranes behind me.

the 2 star kayakers..yes yes i'm the only girl(guy)..

bradon and i...oh..he's in the canoeing comm..

the famous durian...

behind the floating platform

my instructor...

infront of the singapore flyer...

sometimes i hope my friends arent that busy...i know i'm being selfish. i guess i've been selfish myself by making myself busy too. a busy mind keeps me away from thinking stupid & foolish stuff...

i hate it when night time comes and i'm wide awake...

i'm TIRED..physically tired. non-stop exercising kills. dont ask me why i've been working out. i'm not trying to lose weight or anything! (i never even diet) my holiday is so "exciting".

life's so "FUN" with this....@#!%^*E#!@^%$#(!@$^!@%(#%^!&

happy mid-autumn festival! happy mid term mugging!

getting complicated day by day...i feel so lousy...

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

did this during lecture..ZzZ...

it's 3am, trying to do my thermodynamics tut and it's driving me crazy. really 'dy' becoz of it. then i remembered a question that i always asked ppl yet never went to google about the solution.

1)what happens to helium balloons when they raise up to the sky?
hb's guess: according to physics, the higher you go the lower the pressure. thus air inside the balloon will expand until it burst! but how come i never see balloon rubber on the ground one? becoz it's burst till small small bits?
correct answer: yeah! same as mine. Data from the National Weather Service show that at a height of five miles and air temperature of minus-40 degrees F balloons blow apart into small pieces. The natural rubber actually shatters due to the combination of high pressure and cold.
http://www.balloonhq.com/BalloonCouncil/html/sciexp3.html

2) i remembered mr ang saying that the probabilty of ppl having the same birthday as you in a class is very high. i believe him as he worked out b4. but after 20 years of life, i havent found anyone with the same birthday as me.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Birthday_paradox#Same_birthday_as_you
In probability theory, the birthday paradox states that in a group of 23 (or more) randomly chosen people, there is more than 50% probability that some pair of them will have the same birthday. For 57 or more people, the probability is more than 99%, although it cannot be exactly 100% unless there are at least 366 people in that group.

3)talking about probability, i decided to find out the odds of winning 4D as well. but no good results came out! boo...anyway, i've got another qns! 4D or toto have a higher probability of winning uh?

arg..i'm just so 无聊！time for pV=nRT blah!

my neck is 酸! plus i had to do C6 lab report. irritating..for those who dont know what is it. nvm. in a nutshell, you have 2 whiteboards worth of formulas to calculate, 5 graphs to be plotted & 8 discussion questions to be answered! anyway, was watching teevee and heard this song. really nice.

童安格<生命过客>

曲:李伟松李偲松词:卡斯

在拥挤的街头
你在忙碌的追求什么
在孤寂的角落
你知道失去的也多

在拥有的角落
你是否曾经好好珍惜
在失去的时候
是否依然那么在意
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
一生要爱过几回
才了解爱的真谛
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
一生要爱过几回
才了解爱的真谛

在拥挤的街头
你在忙碌的追求什么
在孤寂的角落
你知道失去的也多

在拥有的角落
你是否曾经好好珍惜
在失去的时候
是否依然那么在意
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
一生要爱过几回
才了解爱的真谛
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
一生要爱过几回
才了解爱的真谛

一生要失败几回
啊....
一生要爱过几回
爱的真谛爱的真正意义
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
啊...一生要爱过几回

went for army open house. i loved to see tankers, chinooks(watever it's spelt), planes & jets. quite interesting afterall. good to know what the guys are up to during the 2 years. at least i know there're "trying" to serving the nation. i dont understand why the army schools/units looks nicer and newer compared to nus? i think the govt should pump in more $$ for education and stop increasing our school fees!

compare me & the tanker!

dang..i seemed to be lying on kel's shoulders. with my eyes closed! arg...anyway, kel looks ugly in his no. 4.

seeing all those buttons & stuff makes me go crazy..took a pic of the water purifying machine.

i wanted to take more pics but my camera died out! boo...