sometimes i do hope people just dont remind me about what has happened.. it's tiring to talk about unhappy events.




to keep myself happy..i found this! can any1 out there get me a set of orange mahjong tiles! i'll be very happy! xmas is coming up u know...lala!

dumb dumb me...what the hell was i thinking when i'm doing the paper! must be the stupid air con..

this is the video for our design robot. i dont think any1 will go and kope our idea. haha..and i think this video is funny! s.e.x.y..r.o.b.o.t! i'm not looking forward to design 2.

k. i need everyone's help..what should i do! is person is always bugging me..ah!!!

爱太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡

my friend was telling me that there were alot of discussions going on in the forum. usually forums are very quiet..but this sems is different! you can see many people posing questions with regards to past year papers. i am even surprised to see some ppl putting in the effort to draw out a free body diagram! win lor.. and even the manufacturing process forum is active! as you can see the one who is constantly posting qns is some XXX. hmm..i think he's abit weird. i shall attempt to go find out who the heck this person is! forum is awake during examination periods!

okay..coe for 1600 cc and below dropped to $2 only! win lor..if only i had the money i'll go grab a car immediately! sing dollar is weakening!! boo..i hope the IR will release some positive news so STI can go up! or maybe i hope some bank in europe declares bankrupt or something. i'm a mean girl.
puiyee asked me this qn, how does it feels to be in a relationship? dunno why but i gave a smart answer. i think it's smart lah..when u are in a relationship everything just doubles lor. when u are happy, double happiness. when r/s sucks, sadness doubles..that's all.

read a suicidal behaviour book. 20 paracetamol and sufficient amount of alcohol is certain death. interesting! anyway, other than the much talked about financial crisis there's also a big hooha about the change in HOTA. and maybe euthanasia..
if one day i'm comatised and land myself into vegetation, just try keeping me alive for 1 year. and if i still refuse to wake up..pls pull the plug out. i believe the money spent feeding me through the tube can be used for better purpose. really... no point lying on the bed and being unproductive. i'd rather die... yeah. i wrote this so maybe if such a situation arises, you can send my body to switzerland or netherlands where euthanasia is legalized. pls dont waste time trying to keep me alive.

Yeah! Got to watch avenue Q and it's really good! Ruv it.. If it's going to stage another show in Europe, i fly over to watch it. I think i really love musicals...If you asked me what's my fav songs throughout the show would be "for now". can anyone out there find the musical ost for me??anyway, you gonna be an adult to understand it. hehe..it's quite erm erm.. for now, heck studying!!!

doing anything but studying.
from poker to magic

from mythbusters to poker
i'm going to cheat all their money off to fund for my sep after the exams..

more mythbusters! love it!

i'm going to cycle near big vehicles next time!

this is funny! where to get sulphur hexafluoride???

oooh..so that's non-newtonian fluid..i finally see it!

waves waves..waves

Frank Sinatra-High Hopes
Next time your found, with your chin on the ground
There a lot to be learned, so look around

Just what makes that little old ant
Think he’ll move that rubber tree plant
Anyone knows an ant, can’t
Move a rubber tree plant

But he’s got high hopes, he’s got high hopes
He’s got high apple pie, in the sky hopes

So any time your gettin’ low
’stead of lettin’ go
Just remember that ant
Oops there goes another rubber tree plant

When troubles call, and your back’s to the wall
There a lot to be learned, that wall could fall

Once there was a silly old ram
Thought he’d punch a hole in a dam
No one could make that ram, scram
He kept buttin’ that dam

’cause he had high hopes, he had high hopes
He had high apple pie, in the sky hopes

So any time your feelin’ bad
’stead of feelin’ sad
Just remember that ram
Oops there goes a billion kilowatt dam

All problems just a toy balloon
They’ll be bursted soon
They’re just bound to go pop
Oops there goes another problem kerplop

cute song..i feel really hopeful and motivated! this song has been looping and looping..

studied nucleation during materials lecture. didnt know it occurs when mentos is added to coke!
embedding is disabled for dunno what reason..mythbusters is nice!
currently watching mythbuster james bond special. it's quite amusing!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMXPOqovSBs

day to day, i may be feeling sad or bored. but little silly things do help brighten up my day. things like this! really amuses me..k. some of u may not get the joke. but it's funny lah. i wanted to post up the e-mails that we shoot one another too..but it's too silly.

ps: i think my design grp rocks! shhh...

back to listening to lush 99.5, especially during afternoons..loved the jazz music that they play. it's been some time since i listened to jazz. was clicking through the jazz albums that i have in my comp..heard this songs. it lightens my heart..decided to upload it onto imeem since i couldnt find the particular version that i wanna to let u guys know. busy finding george benson songs now..nice!

oh my..there's this interesting focus group survey. they're looking for 30 outspoken participants to try out new ice cream flavours. discount vouchers will be given by the ice cream company.
i sooo wanna go for it lah! i shld be outspoken enough right? and i love ice cream! especially NEW ice cream flavours! however, boo to the timeslot..i cant make it for any sessions.
anyway, during one lesson of hr, the lecturer asked this. if you won alot of money in a lottery. the money is able to provide u for confortably for let's say 10 years? will you still work? quite a number of them raised their hands, saying that working is for self development, to pass time, to get knowledge..blah blah. i wouldnt work lah! for what...i'll just set aside some money for investments and use the other part of money for travelling. heh.

i have the habit of recording songs when i listen to the radio, especially the ones i like..shuffled through my recorded songs then heard this.hmm..brings back fond memories..it's nice..

你是如此难以忘记

早已知道爱情是难舍难离
早已知道爱一个人不该死心塌地
早已不再相信所谓天长地久的结局

所以我习惯了一个人的孤寂
所以我习惯在人来人去中保持清醒
所以我习惯戴上面具
不再为谁付出真心

但为何还是把你放在心里
为什么还是等着你的消息
我怎能告诉自己说我一点都不在意

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

早已知道爱情是难舍难离
早已知道爱一个人不该死心塌地
早已不再相信所谓天长地久的结局

但为何还是把你藏在心里
为什么还是等着你的消息
我怎能告诉自己说我一点都不在意

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆

你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

会呼吸的痛
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

i was at dbl o some day back. then saw this stunt which was quite cool and didnt know what the heck it was. then i realised that it was jager bomb. Jagbomb is a cocktail combining one shot of Jägermeister dropped into a glass of Red Bull. i'm going to try it the next time! it's as cool as tequila pop.

life has been a bore..basically nothing to do. the last thing on my mind is studying. spent alot of time camping at home and keeping to myself, which is so unlike me.
having some morbid thoughts.
if one day, i'm faced with a super major crisis and decide to kill myself. i'm going to.. first save up a sum of money, get outta singapore, trek up the highest mountains and just throw myself down the valley. at least i die in a beautiful place with no regrets!

sidetalks:
the world is going crazy everyday. with the dumb melamine hooha that stopped the sales of my fav white rabbit sweet. good luck to obama on the upcoming elections, saw the debate, not bad! and i do hope the economy recover soon so that my parents will not hold on to their stocks and sell them off! so i can have more $$ for my sep! oh yah, gd luck to those who brought structured products, be it high notes, minibonds watever...i doubt mas will help much lah!