trying very hard to study fluids but failed. i really have no affinity with fluids really.. was reading my friend's blog again. he went krabi during school term, which is like so cool lah! i should have planned something like that.

just look at the blue blue sea...just makes me wanna plunge in. was chatting with him about what he does at krabi. guess what the first sentence he said, "hb, i think you'll love the place..it's so outdoor!"

hmm...i wonder whether i've got time to squeeze in a holiday in the midst of my internship? i wish!

life's like a rubberband

rubberbands are amazing inventions. they stretch, bends..very elastic, binds things together and not forgetting that they snap. when 2 rubberbands are put together, they can achieve great things, hold on to heavier load, withstand greater deformation. however, if 1 rubberband is used instead, little can be done but it can stretch much more and further than 2. 1 rubberband snaps more easily than 2 though. please, dont make a rubberband snap, dont put too much load on it, unload and relax it...it will give way one day or another.

so near yet so far vs so far yet so near
who says being physically close means that they are close? i dont believe in such things. you may sit, eat, study or watever with a certain person everyday, yet both of your hearts are so far apart. whereas, you get to see this particular someone every like once a month, but you know you can pour all your sorrows and divulge all your secrets to that person. you know that someone will be there for you and you are so comfortable with that. talking everyday doesnt means you're communicating. speaking the right thing, thinking insync, sharing nothing but the truth is true communication...it beats the tons of words spoken per day when you say that a crucial sentence.

there's no absolute answers to questions about feelings...
so far, i've never found an answer. maybe time will tell..


anyway, swimming was fun! and i became darker. boo..

my love-hate relationship with stereotypes

was chatting with my friend on the way to tutorial that day. he then asked, "is that xxx bf?". i replied "ya..you mean you didnt know? they've been together for quite some time already". later on my friend went to made a comment that there's quite a numbers of couples btw our year mech eng students. yeah..quite true. i think i know about 5 me couples within my batch? later on, he went on to say that he will never get attached to engine girls. he say that engine girls are not his type, i argued that he's stereotyping. i feel that engine girls study engineering for various reasons. hence, character wise they are quite different too. he thinks otherwise, he insisted that engine girls arent his type without giving a proper reason so. that's such a hasty generalization lah. who knows man...i wont be surprised if his next gf happens to be from engine.

but then again, stereotyping helps us make decisions quickly. like during the process of making new friends. judging from the way your acquitance dresses, behaves, you can quickly decide whether he/she is a possible friend. i dont deny that i do stereotype people at times by being plainly bias. but on the other hand, i hate it when people stereotype me or others... haha. i critic others and other critic me.

meanwhile, i will anticipate and see what kindda gf that friend of mine will find.

i'm so into the movie and music mood these few days.
杨宗纬 洋葱
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情


anyway, to continue from the previous eating post. i got very sick due to my giant appetite! haha! irony right? yeah..got so sick that i threw up the chocolate which i ate in the morning. boo. but i'm fit and healthy now. think i should go exercising more, havent been working out for a month. seriously unhealthy...
as for school, life has been simple and bored. eat, sleep, stone @ school. yeah... not forgetting crapping, gambling and doing silly stuff... i miss trekking. i wonder if i'll have the time to trek during the 3 month holidays. i'm must squeeze in some time to get in touch with nature! till then....

i think i really like musicals. beauty world,grease, rent, hairspray..eh maybe high school musical.
below is a part from enchanted



from the original movie

oh yah, music and lyrics is nice too. ah..maybe i like films which is heavily laden with music!

i've been gaining weight. this is very bad, not only for the sake of my figure but more importantly for my health too! i havent been exercising since cny. omg, this is like nearly a month already! cny period...binge like crazy! what to do, the food is so tempting, luring me towards it. as for now to why i still eat also, i guess it's just to make me happy. being able to eat freely and indulging them slowly brings great pleasure and joy to my life. i want to savour the 酸甜苦辣 in different foods. it's just so exciting to anticipate the kindda taste you'll get. moreover, after eating your hearts out, with a full stomach. this kindda experience is extremely satisfying. people out there, call me out for food sessions soon!

definition of argue:

1) To put forth reasons for or against; debate
2) To attempt to prove by reasoning; maintain or contend
3) To give evidence of; indicate
4) To persuade or influence (another), as by presenting reasons

Hypothesis - stance on a topic which the debate focuses around.
Argument - something you say to piss your opponent off and move the topic away from the hypothesis.
Example: "You're stupid and nobody likes you."
Logic - progressive statement that follows valid reasoning.
Example: "Some people who wear purple are stupid. You're wearing purple, therefore you are stupid."

i personally feel using the word "stupid" is a very lousy argument. nvm..i'll do my best to reason and show logic. hah!

(i've got 2 more days to study for my quiz...i'm so screwed! yet, i'm so indifferent towards it!)

this holiday just wheezes by...as fast as lightning. moreover, it's not exactly fun! i havent had any fun at all.

and now all the ord-ed army guys are so free. having a carefree life of slacking around. jio-ing ppl out for fun...come on lah. dont disturb the girls! we're hella busy. you guys can go gay together!

was reading my friend's blog then i saw a rather sad entry from her. she still remains sad till now ever since breaking up with her boyfriend for about a few months. indeed, to get over a relationship is never easy. moreover, i know she loved the guy very much. then i was just thinking about myself.. what happened after that? i felt bad, guilty and disappointed. but i know i needed to move on...was i too selfish?

方大同-爱在
买了菜她跟他慢慢的炒着菜
他为她赶回家走得快
爱无处不在可是呼之却不来
小阳台她拿走死掉的小盆栽
他对着啤酒杯等下载
爱无处不在可是到处有悲哀
爱在大街上小路上每个人海
谁却爱在小岛上不愿离开
难道爱在不该爱的时候才爱
就算百步以外总有爱在爱在
我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白只能够期待
爱无处不在
那是爱到头来也发现这是爱
流泪的微笑的都是爱
管它好与坏总是呼之却不来
雪花白永远都渴望看桃花开
梁山伯辜负了祝英台
在何年何代总是到处有悲哀
爱在阳光下烛光下每点尘埃
谁却爱在黑暗里不愿离开
从来微风都靠树枝摇摆
从来种子都靠春泥破开
所有人世间的美好都存在
就算看不到都依然存在
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待(爱在爱在)
我们无处不在爱
我爱在楼下找谁的门牌
你爱在途上靠谁的胸怀
我们都要爱偏偏分开无奈

ignore the lousy lyrics. i just like the melody. if i didnt like the lyrics why shld i post it in the first place? humph! i hate feedback...it's a module btw

not that i dont wanna update my blog. not that i have a uber boring life. not that i didnt celebrate my birthday at all. just that i'm lazy...



let's end it of with a cheesy "poem"

holiday come come!

assignments go go!

aeroplane fly fly!

ferris wheel spin spin!

toto huat AH!

hmmm...currently writing my critique and my mind drifted off. it's feburary now, 2 months off new year. i think i'm beginning to regret the slackness in my current lifestyle. i really missed the busy me where there's never-ending task to be done. at least i'll be on my toes and keep pushing myself forward. for now, i think it's just procrastination and more of it. i guess i'm the sort of person who complains about being so busy and subconciously enjoying the process of being busy. i dont know why i suddenly think in this manner, i think it's maybe just on impluse. the next moment, i'll just return back to my slack mode. or maybe i really do have the inner desire to bring back the old me again. end of the day, what do i really want?

ps: i know this contridicts the previous entry i wrote.

many thanks to those who remembered my special day. thanks to those who forgot it too, coz they eventually remembered it.

i wont say that this year's birthday is very exciting or special. it's just very low profiled. to me, it's just yet another day except i know that there's something constantly behind my mind saying that "i'm getting old le!" hah. i wondered if i really have grown....but one thing for sure is that i've changed.

i am happy to be able to enjoy a simple and boring life. really. i think i'm getting used to a boring lifestyle. boring is plain and sweet bliss.

seriously, i'm getting really sick of 21st bday celebrations! enough is enough... happy bday to the 21 year OLD ppl! =P

i miss the holidays even though my holiday wasnt exciting...

i need time to think and reorganise my thoughts.
change of lifestyle, change of aim...
loss in direction, no motivation.

should i keep myself busy all over again?

odac chalet @ pasir ris costa sands

for now...that's it! i'm simply lazy to keep uploading photos! enough is enough...

some green fella and me. haha

everyone at the base of datuk

we are small...

some of us @ summit

tent carriers! i'm so honoured to be on par with lao jiao...

the sun and me

traditional jump shot!

mech eng year 2 ppl!

geok, kellie and me

us at the train station

sorry. the photos are not in sequence. just too lazy to edit!

since i cant post these pics on facebook. i shall post them on my blog! hahaha...

(private joke, not for those who dont understand =X)