Friday, February 29, 2008

was reading my friend's blog then i saw a rather sad entry from her. she still remains sad till now ever since breaking up with her boyfriend for about a few months. indeed, to get over a relationship is never easy. moreover, i know she loved the guy very much. then i was just thinking about myself.. what happened after that? i felt bad, guilty and disappointed. but i know i needed to move on...was i too selfish?

Friday, February 22, 2008

方大同-爱在
买了菜她跟他慢慢的炒着菜
他为她赶回家走得快
爱无处不在可是呼之却不来
小阳台她拿走死掉的小盆栽
他对着啤酒杯等下载
爱无处不在可是到处有悲哀
爱在大街上小路上每个人海
谁却爱在小岛上不愿离开
难道爱在不该爱的时候才爱
就算百步以外总有爱在爱在
我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白只能够期待
爱无处不在
那是爱到头来也发现这是爱
流泪的微笑的都是爱
管它好与坏总是呼之却不来
雪花白永远都渴望看桃花开
梁山伯辜负了祝英台
在何年何代总是到处有悲哀
爱在阳光下烛光下每点尘埃
谁却爱在黑暗里不愿离开
从来微风都靠树枝摇摆
从来种子都靠春泥破开
所有人世间的美好都存在
就算看不到都依然存在
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待(爱在爱在)
我们无处不在爱
我爱在楼下找谁的门牌
你爱在途上靠谁的胸怀
我们都要爱偏偏分开无奈

ignore the lousy lyrics. i just like the melody. if i didnt like the lyrics why shld i post it in the first place? humph! i hate feedback...it's a module btw

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

not that i dont wanna update my blog. not that i have a uber boring life. not that i didnt celebrate my birthday at all. just that i'm lazy...



let's end it of with a cheesy "poem"

holiday come come!

assignments go go!

aeroplane fly fly!

ferris wheel spin spin!

toto huat AH!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

hmmm...currently writing my critique and my mind drifted off. it's feburary now, 2 months off new year. i think i'm beginning to regret the slackness in my current lifestyle. i really missed the busy me where there's never-ending task to be done. at least i'll be on my toes and keep pushing myself forward. for now, i think it's just procrastination and more of it. i guess i'm the sort of person who complains about being so busy and subconciously enjoying the process of being busy. i dont know why i suddenly think in this manner, i think it's maybe just on impluse. the next moment, i'll just return back to my slack mode. or maybe i really do have the inner desire to bring back the old me again. end of the day, what do i really want?

ps: i know this contridicts the previous entry i wrote.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

many thanks to those who remembered my special day. thanks to those who forgot it too, coz they eventually remembered it.

i wont say that this year's birthday is very exciting or special. it's just very low profiled. to me, it's just yet another day except i know that there's something constantly behind my mind saying that "i'm getting old le!" hah. i wondered if i really have grown....but one thing for sure is that i've changed.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

i am happy to be able to enjoy a simple and boring life. really. i think i'm getting used to a boring lifestyle. boring is plain and sweet bliss.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

seriously, i'm getting really sick of 21st bday celebrations! enough is enough... happy bday to the 21 year OLD ppl! =P

i miss the holidays even though my holiday wasnt exciting...

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i need time to think and reorganise my thoughts.
change of lifestyle, change of aim...
loss in direction, no motivation.

should i keep myself busy all over again?

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

odac chalet @ pasir ris costa sands






for now...that's it! i'm simply lazy to keep uploading photos! enough is enough...

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

some green fella and me. haha
everyone at the base of datuk

we are small...


some of us @ summit



tent carriers! i'm so honoured to be on par with lao jiao...











the sun and me





traditional jump shot!







mech eng year 2 ppl!








geok, kellie and me









us at the train station


































sorry. the photos are not in sequence. just too lazy to edit!




since i cant post these pics on facebook. i shall post them on my blog! hahaha...
(private joke, not for those who dont understand =X)

Friday, January 04, 2008

new year new hopes new dreams!

yippee...bee is bouncing in to her 21st year! hmm...let's blog about my new year resolution.
1) go trekking to at least 2 new places
2) save $$ so i can travel
3) become fairer and hope my teeth shifts faster!
4) keep myself active and busy for the year.

yah..that's all i think. quite reasonable right? actually i have 1 more resolution lah. but it's super unrealistic.(i wanna have a car) so forget it.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

lazy to update. will update soon!

happy new year to all!

happy 3 year anniversary to my blog! oh my...time flies!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i'm so not used to a not-so-packed holiday...happy holidays!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

finally complete watching dead poets society after 2 times not completing it due to many reasons or so...
it really a nice show. highly recommended. i hate sad endings..especially this show's ending..it's so tear moving...


there's one part of his teachings on individualism and non-conformity. On one occasion he brings the whole class outside the building and makes some of them walk around the yard. As the students walk, they more and more adjust their steps to those of the other students, and in a short time the leisurely walk turns into a strident march. Keating begins to clap his hands, and the students all join into the clapping and the rhythm of the marching. After a while Keating stops the exercise and explains: What this demonstrates is how difficult it is for any of us to listen to our own voice or maintain our own beliefs in the presence of others. ... Lads, there is a great need in all of us to be accepted. However, that need can be like a nasty current, whisking us away unless we're strong and determined swimmers. Don't insist on the separate path simply to be different or contrary, but trust what is unique about yourselves even if it's odd or unpopular. do not succumb to conformity, take the routes that others won't take!

In connection with the walking in lock-step exercise Keating had pointed out that everybody has the natural desire to be liked, and therefore the tendency to adjust his or her conduct to the expectations of others. And when striving for academic honors, students (as well as scholars) similarly try to please their examiners and readers—instead of speaking their minds without self-censorship and fear. But the price of such behavior is the suppression of what is most valuable in everyone, individuality, and a person’s becoming part of “the herd.” Resisting such adjustment to the expectations of others is, according to Keating and Emerson, the basic precondition for living a fulfilling life as well as finding the truth: "Either you will succumb to the will of the hoi polloi [the herd], and the fruit will die on the vine--or you will triumph as individuals.”

Striving for true excellence in life requires being open to the ultimately significant dimensions of human existence. In the same spirit in which he had explained to his students that medicine, banking, and the practice of jurisprudence are only the means to maintain life, not its ends, he also exhorts them to takes ideals seriously: "Deal with the important things in life--love, beauty, truth, justice.” Only persons for whom such ideals are not the usual platitudes, but a lived and living reality, can be said to be truly alive and awake. They are inspired, while the “the mass of men” (in Thoreau’s formulation) waste their time on mundane details “in quiet desperation.”

carpe diem!


next movie: freedom writers!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

say goodbye to the ugly me and welcome the uglier me.
i dont understand why i put myself into such pain and torture. my mouth is freaking sore and i cant even bite. not being able to eat is so horrible, terrible, irritable. arg..i should have be satisfied with the before me.

before after
wee leong's cute mini!
bday girl and i with masks

junior gang...


senior gang + junior gang..



27th @ pitstop
us acting cute...












outside central...







Wednesday, December 05, 2007

day 1 after exams
extracted my teeth in the morning. slacked and streamed movies and video. tv surfing all the time. tried very hard to sleep but to no avail. it's raining non-stop outside, freezing cold. no indoor activities planned out. dying to binge on titbits and rubbish but sadly cant. irritated by the gauze in my mouth all the time. life sux.

Monday, December 03, 2007

我们的距离越来越远了。。是我的错吗?对不起已经失去了意义。

我讨厌考试!快疯了。。我不想每天过着冬天似的生活。

Thursday, November 29, 2007

some random test
你的心思細膩,感情豐富,對人也很體貼,在團體中不會成為顯眼的角色,卻是大家最佳的心靈窗口。偶有驚人之舉。值得注意的是,這類人在社會中通常較多,平實的個性,想要出人頭地非得有驚人的意志力,多多加油吧!個性害羞的妳在愛情上算是比較被動的人,不常主動表達自己的心意,因此通常默默付出。但你體貼善良的性情卻能讓同道的異性受到妳的關懷與善意,如果能對愛情更積極點,相信會更有助益呦!