Friday, January 04, 2008

new year new hopes new dreams!

yippee...bee is bouncing in to her 21st year! hmm...let's blog about my new year resolution.
1) go trekking to at least 2 new places
2) save $$ so i can travel
3) become fairer and hope my teeth shifts faster!
4) keep myself active and busy for the year.

yah..that's all i think. quite reasonable right? actually i have 1 more resolution lah. but it's super unrealistic.(i wanna have a car) so forget it.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

lazy to update. will update soon!

happy new year to all!

happy 3 year anniversary to my blog! oh my...time flies!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i'm so not used to a not-so-packed holiday...happy holidays!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

finally complete watching dead poets society after 2 times not completing it due to many reasons or so...
it really a nice show. highly recommended. i hate sad endings..especially this show's ending..it's so tear moving...


there's one part of his teachings on individualism and non-conformity. On one occasion he brings the whole class outside the building and makes some of them walk around the yard. As the students walk, they more and more adjust their steps to those of the other students, and in a short time the leisurely walk turns into a strident march. Keating begins to clap his hands, and the students all join into the clapping and the rhythm of the marching. After a while Keating stops the exercise and explains: What this demonstrates is how difficult it is for any of us to listen to our own voice or maintain our own beliefs in the presence of others. ... Lads, there is a great need in all of us to be accepted. However, that need can be like a nasty current, whisking us away unless we're strong and determined swimmers. Don't insist on the separate path simply to be different or contrary, but trust what is unique about yourselves even if it's odd or unpopular. do not succumb to conformity, take the routes that others won't take!

In connection with the walking in lock-step exercise Keating had pointed out that everybody has the natural desire to be liked, and therefore the tendency to adjust his or her conduct to the expectations of others. And when striving for academic honors, students (as well as scholars) similarly try to please their examiners and readers—instead of speaking their minds without self-censorship and fear. But the price of such behavior is the suppression of what is most valuable in everyone, individuality, and a person’s becoming part of “the herd.” Resisting such adjustment to the expectations of others is, according to Keating and Emerson, the basic precondition for living a fulfilling life as well as finding the truth: "Either you will succumb to the will of the hoi polloi [the herd], and the fruit will die on the vine--or you will triumph as individuals.”

Striving for true excellence in life requires being open to the ultimately significant dimensions of human existence. In the same spirit in which he had explained to his students that medicine, banking, and the practice of jurisprudence are only the means to maintain life, not its ends, he also exhorts them to takes ideals seriously: "Deal with the important things in life--love, beauty, truth, justice.” Only persons for whom such ideals are not the usual platitudes, but a lived and living reality, can be said to be truly alive and awake. They are inspired, while the “the mass of men” (in Thoreau’s formulation) waste their time on mundane details “in quiet desperation.”

carpe diem!


next movie: freedom writers!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

say goodbye to the ugly me and welcome the uglier me.
i dont understand why i put myself into such pain and torture. my mouth is freaking sore and i cant even bite. not being able to eat is so horrible, terrible, irritable. arg..i should have be satisfied with the before me.

before after
wee leong's cute mini!
bday girl and i with masks

junior gang...


senior gang + junior gang..



27th @ pitstop
us acting cute...












outside central...







Wednesday, December 05, 2007

day 1 after exams
extracted my teeth in the morning. slacked and streamed movies and video. tv surfing all the time. tried very hard to sleep but to no avail. it's raining non-stop outside, freezing cold. no indoor activities planned out. dying to binge on titbits and rubbish but sadly cant. irritated by the gauze in my mouth all the time. life sux.

Monday, December 03, 2007

我们的距离越来越远了。。是我的错吗?对不起已经失去了意义。

我讨厌考试!快疯了。。我不想每天过着冬天似的生活。

Thursday, November 29, 2007

some random test
你的心思細膩,感情豐富,對人也很體貼,在團體中不會成為顯眼的角色,卻是大家最佳的心靈窗口。偶有驚人之舉。值得注意的是,這類人在社會中通常較多,平實的個性,想要出人頭地非得有驚人的意志力,多多加油吧!個性害羞的妳在愛情上算是比較被動的人,不常主動表達自己的心意,因此通常默默付出。但你體貼善良的性情卻能讓同道的異性受到妳的關懷與善意,如果能對愛情更積極點,相信會更有助益呦!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

msn during the examz



win liao lor. msn can also ask question!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i do really have the urgue to get out of sg and climb up a mountain and just stone there. keep the rubbish off me!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

to my friend's friend who are sad...dont be sad
to my friend who is also sad...dont be sad
it's not a time to be sad,
just a moment to move on...
so pissed with today's paper!
@#&*!$^*()!@&$*(^&*@!^#&*@!
1 more month to christmas! haha..so random.

<小尘埃>

她在五点十分醒来 她在清晨时候离开
透明的玻璃窗沾满小尘埃
我在这里 比黑暗更深的夜里
张开眼睛 陌生人寄来一封信

我在清晨时候醒来 带着她的暗示离开
在跌倒的地方勇敢站起来
我在这里 我在你昨天的梦里
一片乌云 一座神秘的小森林

谁来拥抱我 保护我 伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
拥抱我 保护我 或是伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
等着她


他在午夜十分回来
带着忧伤的歌把回忆敲开
我在这里
手提着沉重的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行
你在哪里
一道解不开的谜题
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品

Friday, November 23, 2007


to all out there. this show is damn(to infinity) nice. it's a jap drama, quite witty(though abit flawed). but it's really worth it. watch it on youtube and get addicted!
tml is my first paper. i'm so looking forward to it coz that will mean 1 paper down. hahaha...

Monday, November 19, 2007

here's an except of msn-ing before the exams.
[B]ee says:
meet at 3rd level
[B]ee says:
less cold
[B]ee says:
hot air rises
seng chiew says:
haiya what hot air rises...
seng chiew says:
the air on top less dense less oxygen harder to think leh
[B]ee says:
higher...lower pressure
[B]ee says:
less stress

i dont know whether to laugh or cry!

Saturday, November 17, 2007

i need the $$$. i so like to get outta singapore. europe is so exciting...these are the me ppl going to europe in sems 2

siah jen, lenny @ uk

faith, hui xiang @ norway

lim jing @ france

moreover, there's another me guy going to holland with me...ah...i need $$$$$$$

Thursday, November 15, 2007

stupid quiz..so screwed up. some ppl really like to pester the prof. aiya..nvm lah. i'm not disadvantaged anyway coz i 打听 what questions came out. hoho. i really need to 读书!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007





happy bday to ck and guang!

Monday, November 12, 2007

"my bf dont allow me to watch movie alone with another guy" i think by using this reason to reject your friend movie suck big time. seriously.
"my bf wants me to be home by 11pm" this is worst.
after hearing what my other friends said about their bf i was like dumbfounded.
stand up! be proud...dont even let your bf control your life. if you think what you're doing is right...stick to it!