there's more!!!

bee bee is so broke. why? coz most of her money are spent on her friend's bday present. all the 21st birthdays!!! it's never ending.

hmm..just went to vee's bday party last sat. this coming sat going to attend another one. this month is crazy, too many 21st! sometimes, i wished i had lesser friends. haha! i'm quite envious to those who had 21st bday parties, it seemed so fun. to see all your friends gathered together, giving you well wishes. haiz, if i wasnt that lazy, i should have organized one! in fact, i really loved to have a 21st party. i enjoy hanging out with my friends, especially so when there's so many at one go! if i'd have time to organize one more again, i write out a whole list of friends that i'm going to invite!
but then again..you celebrate birthdays annually. yah..so it didnt really mattered lah! haha..just allow me to whine and rant on my blog!

read this on chop chop's blog. touching story..if u have the time..read it.

你爱的，只是我爱你的感觉
他跟她在一起三年，她精心呵护着他的一切，甚至每天他的牙膏都是她为他挤好，皮鞋必定是她晚上帮他擦好，只有一点，她几乎从不下厨，即便是下厨也是从超市买速冻食品，吃起来索然无味。于是，渐渐地他练就了一手好的厨艺，因为他看到她吃自己做的菜，一副享受的表情，他就觉得很幸福。
　　后来为了有更好的发展，他开始了拼命地打拼，然而，每当他一身疲惫地回来，等待他的永远是一碗白米粥。看着她纯净的眼睛，到嘴边的话，他又咽了下去。
　　终于有一天，他的母亲要来看他们，其实是看她这个准儿媳，指明了要吃一顿她做的饭。她请求他：你能不能留下来，帮我做这顿饭?
　　他低下头，公司有个重要的合同，假如顺利签订了，他们就可以有自己的小窝了。其实，他的皮包里已经装着新房的钥匙，他是想给她一个长大的机会，然后他的母亲才能放心地把自己交给她。他是家里的独子，他必须要让母亲知道，他娶了一个爱他的女人，即便不善厨艺，也愿意为他做饭。
　　他看到她眼里一闪而过的失望与破碎的惊慌，终于狠下心走了出去。
　　然而，等他下班回来，看到的却是冰锅冷灶，还有母亲阴沉的脸。她看到他回来，迎上去说，亲爱的，你先洗洗，我们出去吃饭，我已经订好座位了。
　　他强忍着不满，沉默着走进卫生间，很长时间没有出来。他心里既愤怒又委屈，平时都是他做给她吃，今天母亲来了，哪怕她只表现一下，也应该亲自去做呀，这也好让他对母亲有个交代。
　　果然，饭桌上母亲态度鲜明地表示对她的不满，他在一旁如坐针毡，抬眼看她，却发现她一脸坦然地将那盘最咸的咸菜吃了个精光。
　　 母亲终于忍不住了，将筷子一扔，拂袖而去。他脸色尴尬，追了出去。
　　 在他甩上门的瞬间，她趴在桌上，瘦削的肩膀剧烈地抖动。
　　 他们终于还是分手了。但是，他再没有遇到像她那样对自己好的女子，他心里明白，她的那些好，宠坏了自己，让别的女人再难入他的眼。
　　 在陌生的城市陌生的街头，他们就那样猝不及防地再度相遇了。在咖啡厅里，他意外地发现，她居然一脸淡然地喝那种苦涩的黑咖啡，如同无味的白开水。
　　一瞬间，一道电光石火在他脑袋里炸开，他颤抖着问她：你没有味觉?　　她一愣，手里的咖啡荡出来。你终于发现了?
　　他紧紧地握住她的手，手心却被一件硬物硌得生疼，低头一看，是一枚刺眼的钻戒戴在她手上。
　　他的心开始痛，想到那些曾经的日子。那时他们才从学校毕业，没有任何积蓄。冬夜里，她总是等他熟睡后，起身洗他的衣服，然后在炉子上慢慢地烘干。一双手长满了丑陋的冻疮，让她难受得龇牙咧嘴。他想起，他做的第一顿饭，她吃得一脸平静。
　　而整整三年，他却对她的种种异常，视而不见，连她没有味觉，都不知道。他却因为，她没有单独为母亲做一顿饭而放弃了她。
　　她告诉他，现在的他，在遇到她的第一个月，就发现她的味觉不正常，于是她放心地告诉他，自己在8岁那年，生过一场大病。
　　他虚弱地说，我也是爱你的。
　　她对他笑笑，不，你爱的，只是我爱你的感觉。爱一个人，必定有着贴肤的温暖与疼痛，而你，竟然感觉不到。
　　他们在最近的时候，本该心无间隙的时候，也是咫尺天涯的距离。所幸，她醒悟得还不晚，还有机会去寻找自己的那一份贴心的暖。

dear all,
i've decided to stop blogging for some time. how long? i don't know. maybe when i've got the mood. meanwhile, i'm still alive and kicking. don't worry, nothing tragic has happen to me. just that life aint exciting anymore, it's just simpler. yeah.. =)

lake kenyir trip photos are so long overdued!

hello all. i know many of you have been regularly checking out my blog and persistently see no new updates. not that i'm too busy to update or whatsoever. just that i'm so reluctant to blog. life has been quite boring compared to the past few years. but it's good that i'm starting to take things so.. moreover, much of my time is supposed to use for other purposes. yah..so there goes my blog. kk..

exams are finally over. verdict: i think i'm going to jeopardize my cap again. wth. i'm praying for an 0.000001 drop. haha. something that tends to 0.

after exams, rest and more rest. played mahjong, watched movie,kbox and read a book.

currently, doing internship which isnt very exciting. 12 more weeks for it to end!

anyway, check out my blog soon. i'm going to post pictures for my lake kenyir. i think this is the only highlight of the holidays. hopefully i'll be able to squeeze in time for 1 more holiday! i wanna get outta sg.

trying very hard to study fluids but failed. i really have no affinity with fluids really.. was reading my friend's blog again. he went krabi during school term, which is like so cool lah! i should have planned something like that.

just look at the blue blue sea...just makes me wanna plunge in. was chatting with him about what he does at krabi. guess what the first sentence he said, "hb, i think you'll love the place..it's so outdoor!"

hmm...i wonder whether i've got time to squeeze in a holiday in the midst of my internship? i wish!

life's like a rubberband

rubberbands are amazing inventions. they stretch, bends..very elastic, binds things together and not forgetting that they snap. when 2 rubberbands are put together, they can achieve great things, hold on to heavier load, withstand greater deformation. however, if 1 rubberband is used instead, little can be done but it can stretch much more and further than 2. 1 rubberband snaps more easily than 2 though. please, dont make a rubberband snap, dont put too much load on it, unload and relax it...it will give way one day or another.

so near yet so far vs so far yet so near
who says being physically close means that they are close? i dont believe in such things. you may sit, eat, study or watever with a certain person everyday, yet both of your hearts are so far apart. whereas, you get to see this particular someone every like once a month, but you know you can pour all your sorrows and divulge all your secrets to that person. you know that someone will be there for you and you are so comfortable with that. talking everyday doesnt means you're communicating. speaking the right thing, thinking insync, sharing nothing but the truth is true communication...it beats the tons of words spoken per day when you say that a crucial sentence.

there's no absolute answers to questions about feelings...
so far, i've never found an answer. maybe time will tell..


anyway, swimming was fun! and i became darker. boo..

my love-hate relationship with stereotypes

was chatting with my friend on the way to tutorial that day. he then asked, "is that xxx bf?". i replied "ya..you mean you didnt know? they've been together for quite some time already". later on my friend went to made a comment that there's quite a numbers of couples btw our year mech eng students. yeah..quite true. i think i know about 5 me couples within my batch? later on, he went on to say that he will never get attached to engine girls. he say that engine girls are not his type, i argued that he's stereotyping. i feel that engine girls study engineering for various reasons. hence, character wise they are quite different too. he thinks otherwise, he insisted that engine girls arent his type without giving a proper reason so. that's such a hasty generalization lah. who knows man...i wont be surprised if his next gf happens to be from engine.

but then again, stereotyping helps us make decisions quickly. like during the process of making new friends. judging from the way your acquitance dresses, behaves, you can quickly decide whether he/she is a possible friend. i dont deny that i do stereotype people at times by being plainly bias. but on the other hand, i hate it when people stereotype me or others... haha. i critic others and other critic me.

meanwhile, i will anticipate and see what kindda gf that friend of mine will find.

i'm so into the movie and music mood these few days.
杨宗纬 洋葱
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情


anyway, to continue from the previous eating post. i got very sick due to my giant appetite! haha! irony right? yeah..got so sick that i threw up the chocolate which i ate in the morning. boo. but i'm fit and healthy now. think i should go exercising more, havent been working out for a month. seriously unhealthy...
as for school, life has been simple and bored. eat, sleep, stone @ school. yeah... not forgetting crapping, gambling and doing silly stuff... i miss trekking. i wonder if i'll have the time to trek during the 3 month holidays. i'm must squeeze in some time to get in touch with nature! till then....

i think i really like musicals. beauty world,grease, rent, hairspray..eh maybe high school musical.
below is a part from enchanted



from the original movie

oh yah, music and lyrics is nice too. ah..maybe i like films which is heavily laden with music!

i've been gaining weight. this is very bad, not only for the sake of my figure but more importantly for my health too! i havent been exercising since cny. omg, this is like nearly a month already! cny period...binge like crazy! what to do, the food is so tempting, luring me towards it. as for now to why i still eat also, i guess it's just to make me happy. being able to eat freely and indulging them slowly brings great pleasure and joy to my life. i want to savour the 酸甜苦辣 in different foods. it's just so exciting to anticipate the kindda taste you'll get. moreover, after eating your hearts out, with a full stomach. this kindda experience is extremely satisfying. people out there, call me out for food sessions soon!

definition of argue:

1) To put forth reasons for or against; debate
2) To attempt to prove by reasoning; maintain or contend
3) To give evidence of; indicate
4) To persuade or influence (another), as by presenting reasons

Hypothesis - stance on a topic which the debate focuses around.
Argument - something you say to piss your opponent off and move the topic away from the hypothesis.
Example: "You're stupid and nobody likes you."
Logic - progressive statement that follows valid reasoning.
Example: "Some people who wear purple are stupid. You're wearing purple, therefore you are stupid."

i personally feel using the word "stupid" is a very lousy argument. nvm..i'll do my best to reason and show logic. hah!

(i've got 2 more days to study for my quiz...i'm so screwed! yet, i'm so indifferent towards it!)

this holiday just wheezes by...as fast as lightning. moreover, it's not exactly fun! i havent had any fun at all.

and now all the ord-ed army guys are so free. having a carefree life of slacking around. jio-ing ppl out for fun...come on lah. dont disturb the girls! we're hella busy. you guys can go gay together!

was reading my friend's blog then i saw a rather sad entry from her. she still remains sad till now ever since breaking up with her boyfriend for about a few months. indeed, to get over a relationship is never easy. moreover, i know she loved the guy very much. then i was just thinking about myself.. what happened after that? i felt bad, guilty and disappointed. but i know i needed to move on...was i too selfish?

方大同-爱在
买了菜她跟他慢慢的炒着菜
他为她赶回家走得快
爱无处不在可是呼之却不来
小阳台她拿走死掉的小盆栽
他对着啤酒杯等下载
爱无处不在可是到处有悲哀
爱在大街上小路上每个人海
谁却爱在小岛上不愿离开
难道爱在不该爱的时候才爱
就算百步以外总有爱在爱在
我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白只能够期待
爱无处不在
那是爱到头来也发现这是爱
流泪的微笑的都是爱
管它好与坏总是呼之却不来
雪花白永远都渴望看桃花开
梁山伯辜负了祝英台
在何年何代总是到处有悲哀
爱在阳光下烛光下每点尘埃
谁却爱在黑暗里不愿离开
从来微风都靠树枝摇摆
从来种子都靠春泥破开
所有人世间的美好都存在
就算看不到都依然存在
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待(爱在爱在)
我们无处不在爱
我爱在楼下找谁的门牌
你爱在途上靠谁的胸怀
我们都要爱偏偏分开无奈

ignore the lousy lyrics. i just like the melody. if i didnt like the lyrics why shld i post it in the first place? humph! i hate feedback...it's a module btw

not that i dont wanna update my blog. not that i have a uber boring life. not that i didnt celebrate my birthday at all. just that i'm lazy...



let's end it of with a cheesy "poem"

holiday come come!

assignments go go!

aeroplane fly fly!

ferris wheel spin spin!

toto huat AH!

hmmm...currently writing my critique and my mind drifted off. it's feburary now, 2 months off new year. i think i'm beginning to regret the slackness in my current lifestyle. i really missed the busy me where there's never-ending task to be done. at least i'll be on my toes and keep pushing myself forward. for now, i think it's just procrastination and more of it. i guess i'm the sort of person who complains about being so busy and subconciously enjoying the process of being busy. i dont know why i suddenly think in this manner, i think it's maybe just on impluse. the next moment, i'll just return back to my slack mode. or maybe i really do have the inner desire to bring back the old me again. end of the day, what do i really want?

ps: i know this contridicts the previous entry i wrote.

many thanks to those who remembered my special day. thanks to those who forgot it too, coz they eventually remembered it.

i wont say that this year's birthday is very exciting or special. it's just very low profiled. to me, it's just yet another day except i know that there's something constantly behind my mind saying that "i'm getting old le!" hah. i wondered if i really have grown....but one thing for sure is that i've changed.

i am happy to be able to enjoy a simple and boring life. really. i think i'm getting used to a boring lifestyle. boring is plain and sweet bliss.

seriously, i'm getting really sick of 21st bday celebrations! enough is enough... happy bday to the 21 year OLD ppl! =P

i miss the holidays even though my holiday wasnt exciting...

i need time to think and reorganise my thoughts.
change of lifestyle, change of aim...
loss in direction, no motivation.

should i keep myself busy all over again?

odac chalet @ pasir ris costa sands

for now...that's it! i'm simply lazy to keep uploading photos! enough is enough...

some green fella and me. haha

everyone at the base of datuk

we are small...

some of us @ summit

tent carriers! i'm so honoured to be on par with lao jiao...

the sun and me

traditional jump shot!

mech eng year 2 ppl!

geok, kellie and me

us at the train station

sorry. the photos are not in sequence. just too lazy to edit!

since i cant post these pics on facebook. i shall post them on my blog! hahaha...

(private joke, not for those who dont understand =X)

new year new hopes new dreams!

yippee...bee is bouncing in to her 21st year! hmm...let's blog about my new year resolution.
1) go trekking to at least 2 new places
2) save $$ so i can travel
3) become fairer and hope my teeth shifts faster!
4) keep myself active and busy for the year.

yah..that's all i think. quite reasonable right? actually i have 1 more resolution lah. but it's super unrealistic.(i wanna have a car) so forget it.

lazy to update. will update soon!

happy new year to all!

happy 3 year anniversary to my blog! oh my...time flies!

i'm so not used to a not-so-packed holiday...happy holidays!

finally complete watching dead poets society after 2 times not completing it due to many reasons or so...
it really a nice show. highly recommended. i hate sad endings..especially this show's ending..it's so tear moving...


there's one part of his teachings on individualism and non-conformity. On one occasion he brings the whole class outside the building and makes some of them walk around the yard. As the students walk, they more and more adjust their steps to those of the other students, and in a short time the leisurely walk turns into a strident march. Keating begins to clap his hands, and the students all join into the clapping and the rhythm of the marching. After a while Keating stops the exercise and explains: What this demonstrates is how difficult it is for any of us to listen to our own voice or maintain our own beliefs in the presence of others. ... Lads, there is a great need in all of us to be accepted. However, that need can be like a nasty current, whisking us away unless we're strong and determined swimmers. Don't insist on the separate path simply to be different or contrary, but trust what is unique about yourselves even if it's odd or unpopular. do not succumb to conformity, take the routes that others won't take!

In connection with the walking in lock-step exercise Keating had pointed out that everybody has the natural desire to be liked, and therefore the tendency to adjust his or her conduct to the expectations of others. And when striving for academic honors, students (as well as scholars) similarly try to please their examiners and readers—instead of speaking their minds without self-censorship and fear. But the price of such behavior is the suppression of what is most valuable in everyone, individuality, and a person’s becoming part of “the herd.” Resisting such adjustment to the expectations of others is, according to Keating and Emerson, the basic precondition for living a fulfilling life as well as finding the truth: "Either you will succumb to the will of the hoi polloi [the herd], and the fruit will die on the vine--or you will triumph as individuals.”

Striving for true excellence in life requires being open to the ultimately significant dimensions of human existence. In the same spirit in which he had explained to his students that medicine, banking, and the practice of jurisprudence are only the means to maintain life, not its ends, he also exhorts them to takes ideals seriously: "Deal with the important things in life--love, beauty, truth, justice.” Only persons for whom such ideals are not the usual platitudes, but a lived and living reality, can be said to be truly alive and awake. They are inspired, while the “the mass of men” (in Thoreau’s formulation) waste their time on mundane details “in quiet desperation.”

carpe diem!


next movie: freedom writers!

say goodbye to the ugly me and welcome the uglier me.
i dont understand why i put myself into such pain and torture. my mouth is freaking sore and i cant even bite. not being able to eat is so horrible, terrible, irritable. arg..i should have be satisfied with the before me.

before after

wee leong's cute mini!

bday girl and i with masks

junior gang...

senior gang + junior gang..

27th @ pitstop

us acting cute...

outside central...

day 1 after exams
extracted my teeth in the morning. slacked and streamed movies and video. tv surfing all the time. tried very hard to sleep but to no avail. it's raining non-stop outside, freezing cold. no indoor activities planned out. dying to binge on titbits and rubbish but sadly cant. irritated by the gauze in my mouth all the time. life sux.

我们的距离越来越远了。。是我的错吗？对不起已经失去了意义。

我讨厌考试！快疯了。。我不想每天过着冬天似的生活。

some random test
你的心思細膩，感情豐富，對人也很體貼，在團體中不會成為顯眼的角色，卻是大家最佳的心靈窗口。偶有驚人之舉。值得注意的是，這類人在社會中通常較多，平實的個性，想要出人頭地非得有驚人的意志力，多多加油吧！個性害羞的妳在愛情上算是比較被動的人，不常主動表達自己的心意，因此通常默默付出。但你體貼善良的性情卻能讓同道的異性受到妳的關懷與善意，如果能對愛情更積極點，相信會更有助益呦！

msn during the examz

win liao lor. msn can also ask question!

i do really have the urgue to get out of sg and climb up a mountain and just stone there. keep the rubbish off me!

to my friend's friend who are sad...dont be sad
to my friend who is also sad...dont be sad
it's not a time to be sad,
just a moment to move on...

so pissed with today's paper!
@#&*!$^*()!@&$*(^&*@!^#&*@!
1 more month to christmas! haha..so random.

<小尘埃>

她在五点十分醒来 她在清晨时候离开
透明的玻璃窗沾满小尘埃
我在这里 比黑暗更深的夜里
张开眼睛 陌生人寄来一封信

我在清晨时候醒来 带着她的暗示离开
在跌倒的地方勇敢站起来
我在这里 我在你昨天的梦里
一片乌云 一座神秘的小森林

谁来拥抱我 保护我 伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
拥抱我 保护我 或是伤害我 放弃我
拥抱我 保护我
带着我逃到黑暗的尽头
等着她

他在午夜十分回来
带着忧伤的歌把回忆敲开
我在这里
手提着沉重的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行
你在哪里
一道解不开的谜题
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品
隐藏在我和你未完成的作品

to all out there. this show is damn(to infinity) nice. it's a jap drama, quite witty(though abit flawed). but it's really worth it. watch it on youtube and get addicted!

tml is my first paper. i'm so looking forward to it coz that will mean 1 paper down. hahaha...

here's an except of msn-ing before the exams.
[B]ee says:
meet at 3rd level
[B]ee says:
less cold
[B]ee says:
hot air rises
seng chiew says:
haiya what hot air rises...
seng chiew says:
the air on top less dense less oxygen harder to think leh
[B]ee says:
higher...lower pressure
[B]ee says:
less stress

i dont know whether to laugh or cry!

i need the $$$. i so like to get outta singapore. europe is so exciting...these are the me ppl going to europe in sems 2

siah jen, lenny @ uk

faith, hui xiang @ norway

lim jing @ france

moreover, there's another me guy going to holland with me...ah...i need $$$$$$$

stupid quiz..so screwed up. some ppl really like to pester the prof. aiya..nvm lah. i'm not disadvantaged anyway coz i 打听 what questions came out. hoho. i really need to 读书！

happy bday to ck and guang!

"my bf dont allow me to watch movie alone with another guy" i think by using this reason to reject your friend movie suck big time. seriously.
"my bf wants me to be home by 11pm" this is worst.
after hearing what my other friends said about their bf i was like dumbfounded.
stand up! be proud...dont even let your bf control your life. if you think what you're doing is right...stick to it!

i'm addicted to this song. it's been sometime i liked jolin song. i remembered my last favourite was 说爱你 now it's 日不落

went to school today. as usual..kb about my teeth. kb about not being able to eat. all my friends were asking about it. hehe. thanks ah...i reached lecture hall earlier(for once) and dumped my bag at my usual seat and zoomed off with some paper. later on, returned to my seat. xiao hui was then asking me," eh, where's your food? thought you went to buy something?" diao..didnt realised that i'm such a greedy girl to everyone. oh..if you guys were wondering, i went to hand in my lab report. didnt really pig out today, still not much of a mood. anyway there's this bugging question i have. why after extraction cannot use straw to drink? i vaguely remembered the dentist was saying it's due to some pressure and stuff. didnt really catch what he was saying coz i was feeling so numb. why ah?

sidenotes: i enjoy blogging even more when exams are approaching. damn...and i'm so addicted to the battle station application in facebook.

extracting 3 teeth one shot is not pain. seriously...at most you'll feel numb cos you have to bite the gauze for like many many many many hours. it's irritating. i hate something stuck in my mouth. the numbness again is nothing. it's the want-to-eat-food-yet-cant-eat-food symdrone is the WORST! for now i havent eaten breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper,tea break etc. it's a torture for someone who loves food so much. i'm going to eat up watever food i see tml. and i really have a craving for fried chicken. one day wasted again...due to the irritating gauze...i've got holes in my mouth! gonna be careful when i eat noodles/rice?!

going to extract my teeth tml. think cant eat good food le! boo...i think i wont be able to swim too. die. was surfing for my doc's name. damn.he's so smart! oh..and he's a staff in the fac of dentistry too.
Awards
Half Colour Award (1993), Dental Society, NUS
University Scholarships- Hokkien Foundation Scholarship (1995), NUS
Dean's List (1995), Faculty of Dentistry, NUS

dean's list...omg...may be i should ask him for advice on how to study.

was listening to jay's album over and over again. i dont think this album is very good leh...really. compared to his previous chopins album. this one seemed rushed...all the songs mixed together to come up with one album. anyway, i really like 蒲公英的约定, when i'm addicted to a song in particular i will hear it over and over again! i heard about 蒲公英 alot of times yet dont know what it is. went to wiki it, then realised it is dandelion! OMG! i am so excited lah! i loved dandelion. damn i sound so girl. but really...i enjoy plucking them out and blow till all the smaller dandelions fly off. i will feel so proud of myself because more dandelions will grow around then!! where to find dandelions in sg now??? booo....





作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

sidenotes
was labbing with karyong today. our datas were quite screwed up due to the lousy equipments. so heck it, will edit the values after all. then while labbing, we were crapping. talking about creating ideal situations. i was telling him that ideal situations will never exist. watever bf or gf you wish to ideally get, you'll end up disappointing yourself. he was saying that is so sad to think in this manner. but aint it true? i dont believe that ideal situations will exist, one just have to deal with the best possible deal. all in life is same, like your experiment will always have errors and anomalous, efficiency can never be 100%. hence, you'll never expect to get an ideal life partner. after karyong heard watever i said, he seemed disappointed...orh...
and i completed my lab reports le! with errors, best fit lines...

jay's new album. i love 蒲公英的约定 without lyrics!

life has been monotonous so far. wake up, go school, eat, stone, tv, comp, sleep. haha..no study?? got abit lah...but ineffective i think. i dont know what to update. i myself also not sure what i've been busy with.

upcoming "exciting" events!
-just ended my unseen cad quiz. didnt managed to assemble finish my toycar. but about 80% done ba. wasted!
-wan ling's bday on the 3th
-extracting teeth on the 5th
-jason's bday on the 8th
-modeling quiz on the 13th
-lifesaving test on the 16th
-nic's bdat on the 16th
-some wedding dinner on 18th
-fluid mechanics paper on the 24th

23 more days to my first paper and i havent even completed my tutorials. HOW!!!!!!